WAH i have been away for soooooooooooo long.......... heh hope its still not deserted yet... =p

hmmz i guess reason y i've not been blogging.. is cuz i was kinda depressed.. so kinda lost interest in everything.. including blogging........

dunno y i was depressed too.. i guess its the addition of all the disappointments in my life........disappointed in myself mostly....for those who have been following my blog closely (at least before i started the season of blogging-drought) you'd have suspected it i guess..
and the fact that i was disappointed in myself din really help much.. its like eventually i came to this state where i was sad cuz i was sad... you noe like "sighz, my life is in such a sad state"..its like, i pity myself for having such a sad life.. so.. in a way.. the sadness perpetuates...heh......*hmmz i hope wat i juz typed is understandable*

anw thx for your consolations k...shows tat at least i still have frens who care..... sobz~ *touched, tats y the sob*
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anw actually qte alot of interesting things have happened in the past one week.. if not for my depression i guess i'd have qte alot of things to write.

wanted to juz summerise the stuff but think i dun even have time to do tat..

think i muz go home do assigment liao.. which is due 2 days later and which was supposed to be done in the course of 12 weeks.. hahahaa....... =p for those of you in the know, its the m285 assig..

yepz.. dunno when i'll blog again.. hope it will b soon. heh...