wow........ its been like 2 months plus since i havent blogged....... i wonder if there are any more pp reading this webbie now..heh..

well for those who havent been keeping in touch w me, and have been wondering which country i have gone touring, the answer is zilch. haha. havent been visiting any places, juz tat my modem died for like close to 2 mths so its kinda inconvenient to blog. and after i finally got my modem set up, i've been lazy to blog.. so only came back now..

many tots and experiences on my mind now..the past 2 months has really been interesting.. i feel that somehow, i have transited into teh next phase of my life - the past is the past. mebbe its got to do with my graduation, but mostly not.. some changes have crept into my life, and tho i'm usually a sentimental person, i welcome these changes, and am expectant of what it brings.

hmmm as my mind goes through wat has happened the last 2 months, i realise there are really many things i can blog about.. like my convocation, and sore lack of interview offers (not a single one, HAIZ.. wats wrong w my job applications..), the many many places i went w my oh-so-lovable pet mouse, the headnshoulders promoter job tat i did (head & shoulders juz added a new shampoo variant into their repertoire, and its called natural shine. contains tea tree oil, hence the nice smell and skincare benefits tat comes along with aromatherapy oils. from wat i noe its the only shampoo w tea tree oil. ok and i wont go further into y everyone shld use H&S Natural Shine.. have been doing tat for 6hours plus every wkend for the past 3 weeks. haa), and, most recently, the very disappointing performance i showed at the lion city dance comp yesterday. really makes me wonder whether i'm suitable to be a dancer after all.. for once, i'm undecided whether to continue dancing. and for once, i shed a tear becuz of dance. juz thinking of it makes me melancholy again. haiz.

time flies.. i shld get back to doing wat im supposed to be doing online, and tats to send resumes. haha. haiz i really hope i can get interviews soon.. hmmm someone juz sent an sms to remind me to trust an unknown future with a known God. Amen. i really thank God for the love tat He has shown me through the pp that he has placed in my life.

anw till the next entry, which hopefully will be posted up soon... hee. ~ciao

taken from a friend's friendster account..

a ger asked her lover who was gifted with a pair of wings, to spend more time wif her. The lover restricted himself frm flyin. So afraid tat her lover might one day still fly away frm her, the ger asked him again... to give up his freedom to fly n realli settle down wif her. All these yr, the lover wanted to protect himself by keepin his wings as he was being cheated so mani time. Knowing her fear, the lover chopped off his wings even though he was still uncertain if the ger realli wan to settle down wif him anot. Hopping tat she will be his last love n realli settle down wif her. The wings was removed...the lover returned to her days later....but could found oni a note which was left behind for him....." I waited for u for so long, i noe u wun give up ur wings for me. I already left wif someone who dun hav wings"
dun ever make someone fall for u ...when u dun intend to catch him in the 1st place. It is the most terrible thing to do to someone in their life.
One day, u might be the one who is going to fall for someone else who is not there for u at all... maybe u had already fallen...n still thinking tat the one u fallen for will b there for u at the end of the fall. ......mayb not...


dun ever make someone fall for u ...when u dun intend to catch him in the 1st place.
how true.....this is the reason why i'm so bitter.. so hurt..


the least you can do now is to apologise.. but you dun even want to do tat.

here it comes again......... merry go round.. only this time it isnt so merry.

dunno why i'mfeeling so sad.. isnt this the best way out for us?

i'm wondering if i'm juz making a big fuss out of things.. wat's so bad about someone not caring a hoot for me? not like i dun have any friends. bleah.

yes spring is approaching.. but the cold winter winds are still blowing.. still blowing.. my eyes are threatening to sting..