its confirmed.

the supposedly different flavours of instant noodles do not make any different impression on my tastebuds. ie they all taste the same to me!!! whether it be chicken flavour, or seafood flavour, xo sauce or no xo sauce, they're all teh same!

i hereby condemn instant noodles to the class of VBF. ie Very Boring Food.

anw my fren went on a photo-takign trip to Europe.. the pictures he took were really really nice! the sunburst, as shown below, is my fav. click on it to access a feast for the eyes =D

i'm feelign happy, envious, drowsy, sad and scared at the same time.. hey i can multitask! hahaha. lame.

hmmm well i'm happy cuz i juz read rainne's blog.. and saw all the nice nice pics she took in HK. really happy for her that she managed to have such a great time in HK, with her someone .. and so of cuz at the same time im' envious, cuz tats something which i wish wld happen to me but which i cant see in teh near future.

and i'm drowsy cuz its 4.08am..

sad cuz... well those who noe wld noe and those who dunno can guess la i suppose.

and scared cuz i juz started a new semester and i'm really afraid that this sem will be like all the other sems, or even worse.. in the sense that i wont be able to cope with my studies.. actually im qte worried as well cuz despite having gone through 3/4 of my university life i still havent grasped the way to obtain good grades. i had all along tot tat i wasnt able to adapt to a new env very well and now its confirmed. bleah.

sighz oh well but i'm sure He will bring me through.. amen. for He has promised to be my strength, my provider, my wisdom.. and He is faithful.. so.. yup =)

hmmmm sometimes i feel utterly stoopid and selfish.

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arrgh i blogged a fairly logn entry but not published!!!! wasted my time!!! =s

ok today is a sinful day.........

had a 5 hour break but in the end spent it all on msn and shoppign at ntu's carnival. of cuz i went to see my ntu prof but tat only accounted for 20? min of the 5 hour break. (warning: the following is mainly for my eyes, to consolidate wat i have to do for my fyp for the next week so it might be a bit boring for you readers) so.. now i have to read up on my senior's work, decide wat has to be done, and plan out a schedule for it. and to do that, i shld go look for the schedule of submission dates for the different parts of my fyp. i also have to obtain teh property data for the panels that i bought.....

yup anw now i'm carryign this huge and ugly red plastic bag (those kind of market plastic bags) containing all the thigns which i bought.. i feel like an auntie now seriously. heh. sighz feel qte guilty actually.. cuz i dun really need some of the thigns tat i bought.. like a cute optical mouse which only cost me $10 and this yoghurt and packet of banana chips both of which i wasnt really craving for and which cost me $2.5 altog. hmmm so i spent $12.5 on un-needed thigns. oh no....

but im' qte proud of ths skirt which i bought... only $5!!!! apparently was $29.90 but they clearing stock so was priced at $8. but the pc i was lookign at was the last one, and had little stains on it, so i managed to bargain to $5... heh heh heh...

lets see.. the total that i spent on this fair amounts to $40.50. sighz and i actually resolved to cut back on my spendings this month. =s

oops!! late for lecture liao........ciao~~

today is not a very good day.

first, i lost 6-0 at solitaire showdown on msn. but ok, i won 2-1 at minesweeper with the same guy. i mean, ya i noe its juz a game. but its juz not a good feeling when you KEEP losing.. esp when they're not close fights.

then, i withdrew out of a dance competition.. i was actually looking forward to it, took some time searching for a partner and even trained 5 dyas out of 7 this week juz for it.. but.. today my partner came back from aceh (yup the place in indonesia), and i juz realised.. we really cannot make it for the competition. i dunno y, but i juz cannot dance well when i'm dancing with him. plus he's not confident at all too, he says he's lost EVERYTHING (ie dance techniques, feel, routine) in one week. i'm really confused now, the feelings are akin to when a breakup happens, without hte heartache (eh but NO i dun feel anything for him.. not at all). i mean ya i AM disappointed. but only cuz i dun get to compete. not cuz i'm not competing WITH HIM, i'm sure you all get wat i mean.

so. twice in a week i've initiated a break off of some kind. now i'm wondering... is there anythign wrong with me? y do i keep breaking off?? izzit juz cuz i'm pampered, i dun wanna try harder when things are not exactly perfect?

but i did..........i tried for so long. its juz that somethings no matter how hard you try, your patience wears thin.

eh?
wat happen to my post about N3120? was wondering whether i shld buy it..




or the N6020?



or siemens SF65??




i'm hoping to use the phone to do trade in when i upgrade in a few months time. so if its got no value..then i wont buy liao.. how?? anyone can advise me???

goodness its 4am.. have been slping at this time for the past 3 days. goodness. had wanted to slp earlier today actually, cuz school is starting soon and i cant possibly slp at this time in term time right????bleah. but dunno y ended up in front of the comp again.. then surfed and chatted. basically wasted time. arrgh think if i continue this any life that i once had is gonna vanish into thin air.

heh heh juz went to meet up with xiu to have supper and chat chat. we went to the prata place at thomson cuz i havnet been eating late night pratas for ages.. miss the supper outings manz.

ordered 1 sardine murtabak and 1 mushroom cheese prata, plus 2 dinosaur milos. kudos to the mushroom cheese.. nice!! but the sardine murtabak wanst to my taste tho. regret ordering it. even with xiu's help, only managed to eat less than half of it. but then i ate most of the mushroom cheese before i ate hte sardine, so the lack of the empty space in my stomach space was a factor too. heh as i said to xiu, i overestimated my gastronomic abilities.

she drove me there and back.. i asked about wat she tot of driving and she commented that its so tiring sometimes she juz wish that she had a bf so he can chaffeur ard. but actually, i seriously doubt the equation bf (even one who can drive and has an available car) = willing chaffeur. oh definitely not.

sometimes, i want something so badly, that my heart hurts.. literally.. when i realise i cant ever have it.

wow!! its been 2 weeks plus since i last blogged!! record breaking...

well naturally being away for so long, i've loads to blog about. like how i spent my hols slacking.. wat are some of my (shopping) wishes.. my random tots.. etc etc.

actually i also dun really know wat i've been doing.. heh.. basically meeting up people, dance, starting on my fyp (final year project).. thinking about wat to do upon my graduation (in one year's time) and attending rainne's graduation. oh and going to hte zoo. (dun ask me why cuz im not too sure myself) wanted to post pictures up but they're still not ready..

sighz actually i dun really feel like bloggin now.. there's one hting thats weighing on my heart... at this moment, i juz feel like lying on my bed and staring into space... i know i shld be concerned with my fyp, concerned with starting of school, concerned with buying a new phone.. but all these require too much braincells.. much more than wat i'm prepared to use. heh.

hmmm fireworks are in the sky.. but i cant see them leh.

urrrghh i juz killed a giant moth. i hate those moths.. so scarie~~ i had to hide behind the safety of my glass sliding doors before i cld dare to stick an arm out and spray baygon on it. had to spray qte alot before it cooperated and became dizzy tho. hmmm i think i sound really cruel but c'mon who besides true blue buddhist devotees doesnt kill insects? so anw now its body is lying under one of my kitchen slippers. think muz be qte messy so will get my pa to clean it up for me later. hmmmm... now i sound like hit and run drivers. heh.