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i feel so dumb. so dumb to keep bungling stuff up, and so dumb to believe in fairy tales.

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what do you do when the one who hurts you is..

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din wanna blog cuz i'm supposed to be doing some assig tats due tmr. but oh well was reading through my prev entries during my break when i realised tat i've got sthg to update about.. and i tot it wld be qte a pity if i din so here i am.

oh well rem i mentioned about C and D in the CAC pageant, oh well, the pageant was held last saturday at Crown Prince hotel. and guess wat one of them became the king and the other his runner up cum mr personality. either i've got really good looking/charming frens or the standard was ahem, you noe. heh. but i shall say its the former! haha..

okok i noe i havent revealed who got wat position. yepz rem i said C was better looking than D? i forgot to say i also tot C was more charming, and i still maintain my stand but apparently my views werent shared by teh judges tat evening.

gosh. still can't believe D's the king of CAC now??? was lunching with J juz now when Y came over and chatted about saturday night. commented tat D was "ren2 jian4 ren2 ai4" i was like "errrrrr............" . i fear for his ego.. am afraid it might juz burst. haha ok la muz clarify tat D's not as bad as i implied.. he's actually ok. frenly, sociable, ok looks, and erm ya he's got a bit of charm (altho i juz can't help feeling tat its not very natural. heh) juz tat i juz think he's not as fantastic as wat Y says or as how a manhunt winner should be loh.

hmm but on hindsight i guess its really not surprising tat D would get a better result than C i suppose. cuz frankly i dun think C's stylist did him justice tat night. honestly i dun think C looked good with tat spiky and ultraman hairstyle tat he had on. plus i guess someone saw tat his attraction was his quiet charm, and mebbe tat someone told him to emphasis it so he ended up adopting a cool, laid back persona with v few smiles and loads of dao1 looks, which wld of cuz be much less of a crowd pleaser than D's skilfully applied charm-in-your-face tactic. another minus pt for chris would be his Q and A. his qn was "wat object would you use to describe yourself and why?" he answered tat he would be a guitar becuz well a guitar produces music and entertains pp. juz like him.. he likes to sing and entertain pp. i think you need practice/thinking time for this kind of question.. the undefined scope doesn't help i guess. i mean like i can tell you wat kind of icecream i wld be cuz 1. the scope is narrowed down to icecream. 2. i kenna this qn dunno how many times ald. heh.

ya loh.. so despite his goodlooks, great dance moves (was qte amazed/impressed by his dance moves cuz i know he has got absolutely zero dance background) and quiet charm.. he still lost to D. sighz. but well i guess even then, the fact tat he's got runner up shows something, no? hehe

wow ok i've written so much! and i've not gotten to the whole event in general. heh. i've actually qte some more things to say.. but i think i gotta go soon... gonna pop by dance later. which i've been doing on a really irregular basis.. sighz

sighz i took 4 hours to print out 2 empty tables and draw 9 small pics in the boxes?? haha ok la in tat 4 hours i also chatted a bit on msn and checked a bit of mail. heeeez. but well i havent talked to this person in ages and erm dun really bear to go off juz like tat.. so.. heez.

yepz later folks ~

music of the moment: Day Without Rain by Enya

haha i had free food on saturday again. but tats not due to someone's generosity this time, its cuz i forgot to pay for the food *OOPZ* yeah.. i had soup at coffee club at hotel rendezvouz and when it was time for me to leave, i juz left. heh. well actually recently i've been forgetting to pay for my meals, juz tat my frens have been around to save me from committing teh cheating act. but this time i was alone see.. so.. err there wasn't anyone around to remind me to pay for meals. so, ya.. free lunch (or dinner) does exist! :P but oh well the soup wasnt TAAAT nice anw.. its was broccolli.. and only worth $3.50.

hmm come to think of it, i've been having qte a few free meals lately. (excluding meals which i got treated to or which i ate at home) i have eaten at least 3.. dinner on thurs, lunch on fri and dinner on sat (tat miserable cup of soup was my dinner.. )

hmm speaking of so much free meals i'm getting to be really qte hungry now. oh shucks was planning to buy some sardine curry puffs to last me until i get home for dinner.. now i suppose the stall is closed!! :( sigh i wanna eat sardine curry puff.........

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today i had a free lunch!! and the good thing is, its more than juz soggy mac fries and burger.. hehehe.. in fact, its a buffet with variety and interesting dishes! hehe i muz thank mpe for providing such good welfare to us..
heh k la its not everyday tat we get to have this treat.. its only cuz its the official launch of teh marine and offshore engineering course in mpe, and since there're outside pple comnig in to talk to us regarding the course, so of cuz the school muz keep up appearances?? hehe im' juz guessing btw.. mebbe the school IS tat generous..

and yeah now i'm qte interested in marine engineering.. and i noe more about it. its basically about ship building, repairing.. mostly about ships i guess. hmm actually its common sense hor, if aero is about planes then marine shld b about ships?? hehe.. y din it occur to me :P

ya and i'm really interested in trying marine eng for my ia now. 2 companies which i'm interested in wld be keppel, and pan united. pan united is a local company, not exactly v big sized. my fren is having ia there now and i heard tat there isn't much office politics there. which is a major plus point. i had some bad experience.. and i'd want to delay a repeat of tat as long as i can help it.. heh. on the other hand, keppel is, as every singaporean noes, big. and it seems like hte job scope there is more interesting too (but of cuz it also means more challenging ie tough).

hmm but 2 bad things about working in teh marine industry: loads and loads of overtime!!! cuz well the maritime industry is an impt one in s'pore, and of i guess at any one time there wld be ships in teh port waiting to be repaired and ships waiting to be built. heh. the overtime is compounded by distance of the marine eng companies from lavender. cuz htey're all around jurong/tuas area. well i have thought about psa, which is in tanjong pagar, but i'm not sure whether they're offering ia and besides i heard the politics there suck. oh well, shall see wat to do.

oh btw, singapore has got a new Prime Minister!!! Congrats to PM Lee Hsien Loong! altho i sorta miss PM Goh. i wonder how things will be like in the coming years. to be truthful i heard the masses dun exactly adore PM Lee Jr.. in fact they htink he got the post only cuz of his surname. no comments cuz i dun really like to get in touch with politics (as can be seen in teh prev para. heh ) gasp i can't believe i'm so bold as to discuss politics here. oh well. free speech for everyone.. anw i'm not speaking against anythign.. juz gossiping actually. heh.

hmm i'm not surprised if this is the longest entry in dunno how many months. cuz well i'm typing with italics font.. and i think it sorta makes me want to write more! but i guess regular font is better for reading??

nowadays my nick on msn is "not too yummy". cuz i fell sick on tuesday. bleah. its the usual flu and sore throat and cough etc.. and as usual too i guess i'll take a week to recover..heh. hmm actually mebbe not.. i'm ald at the later stages of my illness. ie my nose is really blocked 95% of the time with mucus tats really hard to blow away. and usually this happens when i'm about to recover. yay.

i dun like to be in a mist. but sometimes the mist is there only cuz i allowed it to be. and when i want to get out if it, i discover the mist is juz too deep.

it rhymes, if you din notice :P

wldnt it be nice.. if everyone knew the right questions to ask?? or have the initiative to share?

i din even noe charm's coming back!! means i'll get to see alissa milano (is tat her name??) on screen again - i htink she's absolutely so charming (pardon the pun)! hmm its only today tat i realised charm's coming back.. sorry folks, realised i've been in the clamshell for qte a while..

pardon my bonkers behaviour if you see any.. its been ages since i last slept so late.. ie 3plus.
mayb i shld go slp now and give the comp up to my pa to play CHINESE chess. *wink*

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alright, so i have been mia again. i have this feeling tat everyone's so sick of seeing the same post everytime they visit my blog, tat no one's reading it anymore. so if you're one of the few looking at this sentence, i jzu wanna say a big THANK YOU for still being interested in my blog. heh

i htink i've been mia for too long.. so its kinda hard to write anything here. cuz well its kinda troublesome to start everythign lil story i have from scratch.. esp when so many days have passed and so of cuz the number of stories wont be singular?? heh

oh well. mayb i'll play catchup some other time.. :P

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Your Icecream Flavour is... French Vanilla!

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j'adore vanille!~

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i've found a replacement for the background sound.. but i forgot how to put it into my h drive! cow, pls help! (most prob i'll forget to ask you about it face to face. *wink*)

in my prev post i mentioned bout depression.. well recently a gal fren told me she has depression too.. apparently its rather common among females of the age 21-25.. cuz tats when we undergo teh gal to woman phase. hmm i wonder if guys have it too then....heh

went to esplanade to watch ntusb concert today.. it was ok.. but can be better. anw it was my first time gg to a perf in esplanade concert hall.. so it was qte an experience :)

looking around me i really feel quite blessed. tats y all the more i treasure what i have now.. :)

anw juz to add on to my last post, i counted and i realised i have 30 hours of lessons per week!!!! i tink tats absolutely terrifying.. :

oh well.