Monday, May 29, 2006

I AM BACK!!!! yesh no worries my dear readers, all's well with the queen of - err... which word rhymes with "well"... err dell?? since i'm applying for position in dell.. ok nvm.. all's well with your favourite belle :p

yup, have been so busy since the end of exams. which is ironic isnt it? im' supposed to be having my holidays now.

but i guess, precisely its my holidays, tats y i've been gg out with friends more often.. but cuz i'm also having my GE, and tying up the loose ends of my fyp, im' really up to teh neck with activities.

lets see.. what have i done in teh past 2 weeks? oh wait, its actually 3 weeks since the end of the exams... been so caught up in activities that i've lost track of time..

hmmmm i went out with mouse, rainne, serene, jeffrey, shao, long, xiu, angelus and the ny clique, raymond, dawn, ruizhen, michael, and attended a bday party of one of my dance frens.. Not in order of preference, choronological sequence, frequency or anything else. hmmm did i miss anyone out??? and more to come include jc gathering, church camp, gg out with yugui, and my twinkie group. haha i seem to be gg out alot.. but actually for most of the pp in teh list i hve only gone out w them once in teh last 3 weeks. yup.. so have room for more, so dun let anything stop you from having a catch up session w me ya? hee......but hmm do let me noe a week in advance, so i can leave tat time slot for you. :)

oops i sound like i think i'm so popular.. disclaimer: tat is not the case.. i'm really juz an antisocial, weird and dao brat who really needs to do less things alone. haha.

moving on from meeting up with frens, i have also recently juz got a new hairstyle (haha i paid $126 to have a neater head of hair), started (but not ended, hee!) shopping in the GSS (great singapore sale, for the uninitiated) , gone back to dancing (learnign waltz every tues and fri now, ooooh i'm so excited at teh tot of it!), and started a regular swimming routine. i'm aiming for at least once everyweek, but so far only 2 weeks have passed so i cant really comment on my consistency yet haha.

hmmm after the stock take i realise why i feel like i have been neglectign my work.. becuz tat is really the case!! haha....not tat i havent been doing my fyp and ge, of cuz, in fact those 2 are the reasons why i'm back in school now.. bleah. have been busy with fyp even after the presentation cuz of some modifications required by my moderator. then needed to submit my abstract to the library as well.. as for my ge, needed to do presentation, write up, which is due very soon but which i havent done. haa.

not tat i'm complainign about my GE tho.. cuz seems lke we've got a watered down version of the GE as compared to the sessions held in normal term. (i'm taking it now, which is the special sem I) compared to the normal sessions, which got much less presentatins and essays to write (juz one presentation and essay to write for me), but more field trips. in the short span of 4 weeks, we've had 3 days of field trips, and in those 3 days 5 destinations. ie Urban Redevelopment Authority, Jurong Town Corporation Summit, Biopolis@one north, the industrial estates under JTC, and Jurong Island. really enjoyed myself in those field trips, they were so informative. i feel like i noe more about sg now.. there's more to this tiny red dot on teh map than juz shoppign centres, schools, housing estates.. offices.. i've a *slightly* wider perspective of the urban landscape in sg now (the ge's title is sthg like "urban planning and landscapign sg")

speaking of which, i even discovered that there're FREE HOLLYWOOD movie screenings at biopolis auditorium every month! ya they managed to convert the auditorium into a movie theatre..with good sound, good seats (no lovers' seats tho). and its really free admission, even for the public. i even saw a teenage couple there lo. obviously not biopolis staff. not bad ya.. juz tat biopolis, which is at buona vista, is a bit far for pp who live in teh east, and also teh movies they show wil most likely be those tat were screened slightly earlier.. for eg they screened juz like heaven 3 days ago. teh movie was shown islandwide somewhere in dec last year. oh i muz mention the parks in biopolis too.. in the daytime they make biopolis a great place to work in, and in teh night time, its juz perfect for a quiet stroll with erm a good company. cuz the landscaping is good, and cuz its on top of a hill you get a fairly good view downhill, which is the buona vista/holland v area. the ambience is juz right for a bit of waltz-ing, heh heh..oh click here to check the schedule of the movie screenings.. oh i realise they show the world cup too. heh heh.. do go and check the place out if you have time and happen to be in the west area..

wow i have blogged so much.. i think i shld get back to writing my resume for dell, and gettign started on the writeup for my ge.. heh heh.. and of cuz, prepare for my presentation for tmr morning.. urrgh its strange how i'm always bloggign when i'm supposed to be busiest with work. heh..

take care guys.. till the next post..

Friday, May 12, 2006

i feel sad............

why do i feel so sad.......

why am i hanging on????

not like i havent been through this before..

why do i feel worse this time...



but.. i'm okie.. no point being not ok...

Saturday, May 06, 2006

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!

finally my exams are over............besides 3 papers spread out over 2 weeks, i also survived 3 consecutive days of papers.. fluids, management of product development and electrics/electronics (epm).. all heavy weight papers mind you.... hmmm but sadly i think i have a HIGH chance of failing the last two ones.. cuz by the end of my fluids, i was already in holiday mood.. dunno y, was quite tired out by the fluids, so din really have the drive to continue on with prod devt and epm. and the worse thing was, i felt tat the epm paper was easy.. so i guess many pp's gonna score very well and becuz of the bell curve (which helps us most times but harms us sometimes), i'm gonna fail it. arrrgh!!! gonna lose my honours, at the last lap. haiz. more time and money gonna be spent too. if my school fees were like in $50 per sem, of cuz i wldnt be upset. but we're talking about a few thousands here... =(

shucks y am i so negative. cannot cannot..cannot be negative..if so negative then how to find job? hmmm but actually i'm not being negative, i'm juz being realistic.and actually i'm not really bothered by it lar, cuz i always noe He has a good plan for me, plans to prosper me, and not harm me. =) but its juz tat i dun like to deceive myself tat things are nice and perfect, i uphold authenticity, within ourselves, within our relationships and within our perspectives. to be realistic is to face truth headon, and not to deceive ourselves or run away from problems. but tats where the similarity with pessimism ends. becuz facing truth does not mean being intimidated by it. it does not mean losing hope.

hmmm i seem to be contradicting a recent post of mine. but well, it takes courage to face the truth.. sometimes i have enough, sometimes i dun. haaa..but i noe watever probs tat i m running away from, i have to face it sooner or later.

ehh wld like to blog more, in the mood to do so but gotta go off now.. till the next entry~