music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

i juz discovered that my handphone accessory broke. its not the first time its happened to me.. why?? why does my hp accessory keep breaking on me?? its saddening.. but its worse this time cuz i really liked it qte a lot.. no sentimental values, but its really pretty. light and dark purple (my fav colour!) swarovski crsytals connected together, with a silver flower for additional decoration. i've always liked to admire the sparkles made by the crystals, but now no more.. at least, till i've time to go look for a replacement. sighz.

**end of whining session**

someone juz told me i look like rachel (the singapore bachelorette).
?????!!
goodness. and i tot she looked somewhat like a horse.
bleah.

music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

How to make a wispie

Ingredients: 5 parts mercy 5 parts silliness 3 parts instinct

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of wisdom and a pinch of salt. Yum!

find out your personality cocktail here

credits to teddybearhao for the recommendation! :)

music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

W	Warm
I	Irresistible
S	Sappy
P	Pretty

wats sappy???

find out what your name stands for here

music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

its not tat i'm crazy over exams. its simply tat i've no choice..

have been rushing home to slp early so i can wake up early the next day to study. been slping latest 1am these 2 days.. and i guess tonight's gonna be the same.

anw now i understand why pp prefer to own cars. one of the reasons is so that they wont smell funny odours that are sometimes found in public transport. i've been smelling qte a few in the train on my way home lately. hmm. its qte bad, such tat i feel nauseous in 2 consecutive nights. and on one of the nights, the nausea din go away till i fell asleep. was kinda afraid i'd wake up puking in teh middle of the night. heh. cuz well tat happened to me once.. but i was really young.. before i entered primary school i think. hmm still rem i ended up dirtying my blanket etc. definitely not a nice thing to repeat. heh

anw havent been blogging too much these few days cuz i havent been thinking much. cuz i realised thinking too much is erm bad for health. serious. juz go think about it. oops~ haha.

hmm no wonder my revision hasnt been as fast as it should be.. hehe.

oh the breeze these few days has been fantastic. fresh, cooling.. with a nice natural smell.. looks like winter's here? hmm i juz love this time of the year.. makes you wanna snuggle up.. no? :)

music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

!!!!!!EXAMS!!!!!!! nothing else, please.

music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

Thank you Father, for giving me wisdom, strength and joy to go through this difficult period. cuz i noe, if not for You, things would have been much worse. and thank you, for giving me an opportunity to serve You in a manner which i delight in. but i pray Father, that i will not only worship You with my music, i will also worship You in spirit and in truth. please let me be guided by the Holy Spirit, and let Your words remain in me. in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

music of the moment: nil

haha still the 107th

and my shoulder hurts. big time. never so bad before

music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

this is the 107th post.

do you noe wat FIR stands for?? hehe

i almost forgot to pay for my food again! :P but remembered after i walked out of the door.. a pity.. haha

dun feel well. shld be due to stress.. and the glass of raspberry latte i drank (and which i almost forgot to pay for) in the afternoon. dunno y but i feel slightly dizzy and bloated after i drank tat.. my heart beat faster too. hmm realised i often feel bloated after drinking coffee. mebbe its the caffeine?? or wat?? but i'm usually alright after i drink tea.. which is said to have a higher caffeine content than coffee. hmm. feel like puking.. wonder if there's anything else i can do to get rid of the slight nausea..

oh, credits to the cow and angelus for the background music.

music of the moment: nil

excerpt from email (shall not bore you with yet another account of the very familiar tale of the crumpled and squished and dirtied and etc $20 note):

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE. You are special- Don't EVER forget it.

sighz i guess the secret is out.. i have low selfesteem.. "why? why?? why???"

why is it that sometimes people just happen to have totally different expectations for each other?

...

music of the moment: nil

oh yeah today i had a free meal, again!! haha.......wat happened was:

stallholder: $4 please
me (thinking tat i've already paid up) : i paid already, isnt it?
S: you paid already? oh ok

then i carried my tray to my table and on the way i realised, yeah i really din pay up.. heez..

shucks i'm really getting used to eating ba4 wang2 can1s.. haha

hmm and to think i was saved from losing $20 juz minutes before tat.. cuz i was drawing money from the atm, and after i collected my atm card, i juz left, forgetting to collect my money. (can you believe tat... )thank goodness tat the malay guy after me was an honest chap.. otherwise.. my money wld have flown liao.. phew

hmm looks like my memory was really bad today eh.. forgetting to collect money.. then forgetting to pay for my food. shucks. hmm i hope tats all i forgot. *cross fingers*

seems like my memory has been getting from bad to worse. gosh.. wats happening to me.. izzit my lack of slp.. or izzit stress? or izzit juz cuz i've been trying to forget some things and so in the process, inadvertently forgets other things as well?? or wat???!! haha. i think i think too much. hehe

sigh. sometimes you juz happen to learn via the hard way.

music of the moment: nil

i'm still amused by the blogger counter :)

juz visited angelus's site. the background music was delta goodrem's australia.. for those who have been watchign tv frequently nowadyas, you'd noe its the serene background song for the (wat else) visit australia commercial. i guess some pp might find it too slow and boring, but for those mellow types, it'd juz be wonderful. oh well. anw its nice to noe tat pp appreciate the songs i send them. :D

its 3 weeks to exams and i havent even planned my study timetable. still busy with deadlines. lets see.. i've got a lab report to do, which i cant now cuz the qn and all my rough working is on my qn paper, which my groupmate brought home by mistake :( then i've got proE to do, and i can't also cuz i dun have the software to do it.. i aim to finish it by erm tuesday night?? means i'll have to stay really late in sch.. until 10plus for monday and tuesday.. then i've got to study for my assignment which is due on friday.. :S

i'm qte upset by myself sometimes actually..if i had held back myself for a bit, certain things, certain uncertainties (tongue twister? :P) wouldnt have resulted..

juz watched teh last epi of dragon sabre, heavenly sword.. learnt some stuff from there.. hmm martial arts?? hahaha.. i wish. :P

i can sing a rainbow
sing a rainbow
sing a rainbow too..............

music of the moment: nil

still 100th................

been having qte alot of headaches and ulcers recently, hope i dun get brain tumour or mouth cancer..

ah GEs GEs.. which one should i choose? wld like to take some tat's helpful to wat i'll b doing after i graduate, but i still have no idea as to which field i'd wanna work in.. and i'm graduating in 1.5 years time (if nothing goes wrong) *panic*

mebbe i'm thinking too much. mebbe i shld juz take watever tat interests me now.. cuz are those courses really TAT useful anw??

arrgh. can't decide.

exams juz round the corner. this sem is really bad for me, even worse than any of the last 4 sems. i predict the coming one month is gg to be a really bad one for me. REALLY BAD. i implore all those who love me, to wish me luck.. heh. thx :P

music of the moment: nil

hmm the last post is STILL 100th. i have an idea its either blogger's counter has a prob or juz tat they can't count further than the 100th post..haha

anw read this article in ivillage which i found really encouraging.. here's an excerpt on it:

"I guess what I have learned, even if I don't always remember to embrace it at all the right moments, is that you really have to articulate in your mind what DOES make you special, and what you DO have to offer yourself and others, and then try to remind yourself of what a super cool person you are when you are feeling slighted by someone else, as you did at the wedding, and as I did at the party. Just because someone is prettier, or thinner, or has better legs, or better hair, or a better job...that doesn't make them better, or happier, or loved more, nor does someone else's situation make yours any less. True, they may be thinner, but you are still the same super cool person that you were before they walked into your life. "

i really really like this paragraph, cuz its juz wat i need...... i often get jealousy pangs, but mostly with things other than physical issues.. more of character issues.. like oh X is so creative, Y has super time management skills, Z is a really great problem solver, A is so sensitive to her friends' needs, B knows just what to do at the right time, C seems to know everything, D is always surrounded by friends, E is so capable etc etc.. all of which i'm not..

but well after reading tat paragraph i'm really encouraged.. to find out and keep reminding myself about the things that i have to offer, that make me special. :D but.. like wat?? eh. oh well nvm i'm sure i'll find out someday. :)

anw i hope that this paragraph (for the full article, click here ) helped you all as much as it helped me, or even more.

cheers peeps! love yourself :)