okz. this blogging website is really qte confusing..

anw my performance was juz over on friday, really grateful for all who came to support me.. really glad they enjoyed the show, was afraid they wldnt.. cuz actually i tot it was really lousily done.. can tell from teh program booklet, there were so many typos and inconsistencies! and they could have at least made sure all the words could be seen..

and really glad dsa managed to pull through the perf despite the many probs tat plagued us.. we were really dis-united, and no one had enough initiative to come out and lead us. plus we also din noe to to do alot of steps.. we only started synchronising and figuring out how to do the steps together 2 weeks before teh concert loh.. although in teh end the perf was still not perfect, but i think to be able to synchronise most of the steps is ald good enough.. cuz after all dancesport is a couple dance in which each couple has their own style, not a mass dance in which everyone is so used to synchronisation.

hmm then on sat i slept till 4pm.. y?? cuz i slept at 6am the night before! (even though my performance was juz over???)someone insisted on resolving issues with me, and i cldn't juz walk out juz like tat right?? it wld seem like i'm avoiding the issue and thus admitting that i'm wrong?? ya.. so i spent the night resolving issues with him.. it was only then tat i realised that all the while he was bothered by our strained frenship.. and tat he was putting in a lot of efforts in trying to salvage it.. anw so ya the conclusion was tat i had no trust in him.. watever he says or do, i'll doubt his sincerity.. and throw back all sorts of denial, questions and doubts at him.. thus our very frequent quarrels over the net. which i realised to be true.. and which i realised stems from 1. our different attitudes to life 2. our different levels of tolerance to words.. err kinda hard to explain but i'm in a rush to finish the blog so cna't really spend time to think how to explain. heh

ya so on monday and tues i spent hte whole 2 days clearing eca backlog..i had eca points to take care of, plus remind everyone to start work for the 2nd dsa internal competitions. plus preparation for handover. oh ya and send email to sao to report some good news. actually it sounds qte little stuff to do hor.. i also dunno y i took so long leh..

so. on tues night (which is yest night) after i completed most of my online work i logged in to msn.. then we started talking.. at first was juz work stuff.. then later we started talkign bout the prob.. then we started argueing again.. arrgh.. but this time i was smarter.. kept my cool, and hehe now its only him who got 激动. hey i also can write chinese words here eh..hehe cool. anw yada yada, we managed to end off v nicely..we managed to clarify qte alot of things which happened in the past, but after this i realised that actually there're still much more things to clear.. it was becuz we kept guessing and assuming wat the other party tot, and jumping to the wrong conclusion, tat was y things turned sour.. anw this time we talked till 6am again.. but at least this time we cleared more stuff, and for more of the conv we were talking amiably, objectively. =)

aiyoz v late liao i muz go dance pract.. arrgh i havent started on my resume!!! and its due tmr.. i wonder how long i'll take to finish it..

hmm this blog sounds really detailed hor.. i think i'll b tryign fine tune my blogging style..

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