Monday, November 29, 2004

ok i'm sick too liao. i htink its cuz i havent recovered from the first bout about 2 weeks ago *bleah*. so now having flu and sore throat..

i went to sitex (the comp and it fair in expo) today and think was kinda blur.. so many technological terms!! and to think i'm an mpe student.. haha.. mpe students shdnt be scared by techie terms, yes?
there was once i saw an mp3 player tat i liked. i asked hte salesperson how much it was selling for, and he said " 256, 128". i'm like, huh? so which is the price?? i asked him again, and he said the same thing. i was totally confused... heh..

oh and i bought qte a cool mouse from there!! a pity i dun have a digicam, otherwise wld have posted the pic up. its looks stylish, and middle scroll button that gives out a blue fluorescent light when connected to a powered computer. ie practically all the time.
but htink i got cheated!!! cuz it does'nt come with a warranty card. i asked the salesperson if they had warranty, and he told me tat ya, 1 yr. hten when i came home i realised htere wasn't any warranty card anywhere!!! grr.

realised why i'm kinda emotionally unstable nowadays.. cuz i'm learning alot, about rships betw pp, work and life in general.. think i'm suffering from information overload. it doesn't help tat soemtimes teh lessons are kinda painful to learn.. i'm still trying to learn, and absorb them..

sigh, i wish myself good luck.. and to all those who need the luck, of cuz

k really qte tired.. think i'm retire soon.. hehe.

Friday, November 26, 2004

The Nenix Dreams

test
juz wondering.. does anyone realise that the title of this blog is "Dance Away" ???

heh. tats why if you clicked on the link in the prev post the browser juz refreshes.. haha..
Dance AwaY

hmm test
music of the moment: falling star

yeah i really do feel like i'm falling. falling, and swirling.. but no, its not becuz i'm wearing a cape. heh.. or am i?

i juz watched The Incredibles, but why am i not Incredibly Happy?

i think i'm getting into depression again, but this time i have no idea why. i can think of a few factors, but i think its more than tat.. it may be something deeper. i think it may be juz becuz of my inner being, i'm naturally a pessimist. and yet, am i really? do you think i am? and will you care..

ah, how important it is to be self-aware, but the complexities of human beings hinder my progress.

my heart and soul i lay, but who, who will respond to the song of collin raye?

riddles abound, answers to be found.

oh shucks i need to get out of the vortex. i need to get rid of my cape.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

"your attention please. the loan counter is closed. the library closes in half an hours time. throw your litter before you leave. thank you. "

dinner, wherefore art thou?

gosh. paranoia is overcoming me.


music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

and up, up, there you go~

*zilch to do w the previous post*
music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

to all my frens who are STILL mugging for exams, jia you!! keep your eye on the rainbow..

Sunday, November 21, 2004

guess wat

i juz COMPLETED typing a full entry. pressed ctrl A to highlight everthing in italics, but pressed "shift" instead of "ctrl" with "I". in the end the whole entry got replaced with a single stoopid caps I!!!! pressed ctrl z but all i got was a blank entry field.. pressed again, nothing changes.

and its so late ald! and my mum's breathign down my neck pestering me to go slp and i really wanna slp too. really dun think i can type it out again.

sickening

way sickening

the wonders of technology eh.. sometimes besides efficiency it has the power to completely ruin your mood.

tayahboy: now its my turn. arrgh.

Saturday, November 13, 2004

music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

wow its been 1 week since i last blogged!! hmm and i've since gone through law and thermo. heh seems like im' a good predictor. heh..

juz weighed myself juz now. and gasp!!! i gained weight!!! and i noe exactly why.. cuz i like to munch on things while i study. and i dun do exercise nowadays.. so.. i gained 1kg to become a hefty 40kg now. :P think i shld do sthg about it.. mebbe dieting??? heh heh..

oh. arafat juz passed away these few days. lets observe a moment's silence in his memory, although i'm sure none of you readers relate to him. oh well.
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k the moment's over.

was studying at mos burger juz now and this angmoh was distracting me with his lambast (erm forgive me if i used teh wrong word, my england is not v powderful. heh) on political stuff on israel and palestine and the US. he was trying hard to explain why bush and his father was "bullshit", and why apparently the US had been so unjustified in interfering with the israel-palestinian civil war (there still is?? US interfered??) to his chinese singaporean gf (who happened to pretend to have such a good and fluent grasp of US-accented English, and who gave me this look tat says "i'm-so-much-more-high-class-than-you-juz-cuz-i-have-an-angmoh-lover-whom-i-obviously-have-very-enjoyable-bedroom-romps-with." incidently, i was amazed at the amount of blusher and eyeliner she had on: her blusher was almost as rich as her deep red lipstick. ) .
i found the gf's response amusing. seemingly politics wasnt her favourite/forte, and so she was trying hard to come up with intelligent responses - which din qte work out - to entertain the guy.
hmm i'm also not sure why i was amused, probably its becuz if the same thing were to happen to me, i'd be like her too. like being at a lost as to wat to say, and coming up with lame comments etc (juz this, nothing else in common). i guess its juz like the amusement pp derive from watching movies forrest gump - basically they were laughing at themselves. heh.

sometimes i'm really amazed at myself. tmr i've got paper and i actually have teh mood to blog?? wow.

really drowsy now.. gonna zzz..

and hope you had a wonderful deepavali, and you'll have an even more wonderful hari raya..

ps. shadow reflected to me tat the music is distorted. issit really?? i can't hear the distortion. mebbe i'm juz tone deaf. heh.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

music of the moment: instrumental version of a piece by FIR

was searching for my tags to tag my law text. had an idea they might be in my bag. so i rummaged through it. and surprise! i found the missing half of my hp accessory :D (besides a sweet wrapper, a packet of unfinished pills, 2 packets of tomato ketchup and a packet of forgotten tissue paper. heh)

ok, at least this is one good thing. i've juz finished 2 papers, and i think - oh i mean i noe - i'm gonna fail both of them. and things are worse than normal cuz it means tat i've gotta repeat a project module next year (after my ia next sem) which is gonna take up alot of my time, and also cuz i'll be retaking the other subject for teh 2nd time. bleah. and i never tot i'd have to repeat any subj twice. i mean, repeat subj once is possible, but more than tat?? hmm heh mebbe i juz overestimated myself. but really loh, if i fail the subj it wldn't be cuz i'm juz not up to it. it wld only be cuz i din think i'd forget the formulae!!( its a maths subject, g265 for those in the know). sigh ok i really overestimated myself.

and i htink i'm gonna fail the next 2 papers as well.. law and thermo.

heh and i din think i'd fail more than 3 subjects in a sem. gosh. i shld do a reality check.

collin raye: .....