juz some tots....

hmmm its been some time since i updated my life.. well.. really qte some events have been happening in my life.. juz tat i din blog about them. ya i noe i din blog about my christmas, new years eve, and even my birthday. (yes i noe i am 23, im starting to feel the dangers of being left on the shelf!!) but trust me, i really enjoyed those events... they brought me closer to the ones i love, and i also got to noe some new pp. i've been reading a book too, and somehow, there has been some subtle changes in my life. i feel like i am now starting to live my life more fully, more in touch with some realities (including the one about being left on the shelf, heh) and i am so happy juz thinking about it (not about the being left on the shelf part tho heh). i hope this process of growth isnt gg to stop juz yet..there's a tiny voice inside me tat says happy moments dun last long, but i refuse to be intimidated by it. for He says, "For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.." (jeremiah 29:11) and so, even tho happy moments may be short, the short lifespan is nothing to fear about, cuz i noe as long as i seek Him, everything will turn out fine in the end.

eh my train of tot is really gg all over the place..which is not really good. it is my belief that we shld always noe wat we're doing, to keep ourselves from being lost amidst the clatter and distractions of life. ie, its good to have a bird's eye view of our lives, so that we can make well-informed decisions based on wisdom. however, admittedly it is sthg tat i find very hard to do. but ya i am trying equally hard. heh.

i recall some pictures i took recently, and i realise one thing:
truly, glossed over things are not the best things in life, but what is real and natural is.


ehhh i think the things i wrote in this entry are so vague and unclear.. cuz i'm gettign kinda drowsy liao.. (hope i wont be punished with some punctuation marks this time! ) its been some time since i enjoyed an afternoon of rest and relaxation at home.. oh no, i cant be drowsy.. i've got work to do leh.. i specially dedicated this day to doing work one. ya i noe its kinda sad tat i dedicated saturday to doing tutorials.. but.. oh well. no choice ma. heh.. ok i'm off to my work le.. take care pp~ till the next time we meet...