hmmm i realised...
contrary to what i tot, the 6 lessons block only includes one dance. and this actually renders my decided solution to the problem useless, cuz now it means i cant possibly have 3 weeks of lessons, break for 6 weeks and have another 3 weeks of lessons. cuz most probably the first and second block of 3 lessons each wont be about the same dance le. =(

so again i'm faced with teh same problem. to take teh class, or not?

argument: (discouragement):
it is my final year. what if i screw it up cuz of dance??? its not worth it at all loh. unless i wanna teach dance as a profession, now tat wld be a different story. but no, i'm not gonna teach dance loh. cuz a)i dun htink my potential is of tat kind of calibre. b)im influenced by the thinking (or prejudice??) that you cant earn much by teaching arts c)i'm not particularly inclined to teach as a profession.

counter-argument (encouragement):
who says i wont be able to handle studies AND extra dance lessons? after all, it'll only take up 1 hour of my time. there isnt even extra travellign time cuz the dance studio is actually on my way home from school. so whether i go dance studio or not, i'll have to take the same route, and thus take the same travellign time. hehe. and besides, im used to getting home ard midnight for a few days a week, so 10pm (the time i'd most probably reach home by after the class) wld even be considered early le.

counter-argument (discouragement):
then again, i'm bound to WANT to practice throughout the week. and i'l have more things to practice too. so the time i spent on dance will definitely increase by more than 1 hour.

counter-argument (encouragement):
but how much more can it increase by???? i noe, and am quite sure, my appetite for practicing at home is not gonna be like last time, when i can practice up to 2 hours continuously. besides, to accoommodate the increase in practicing hours at home, i can sacrifice some of my msn time?? after all... sighz.

ok no more counter-arguments le. but still i'm not convinced that i shld take up teh class.. cuz mebbe there are other unforeseen ways that the dance classes will affect my studies?? and mebbe my encouraging counter-arguments wont really reflect wats gonna happen if i do take up the lessons???

arrrgh cant decide cant decide.

hmmmmmm actually.. come to htink of it, i have already decided le. its juz the courage and assurance i need. haha. such a long entry for nothing eh. but well i'm a female. cant blame us, its in the genes. heh. and yeah i'm amused at myself too. heh..


bleah...