music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

hmmz was qte affected by teh nicoll highway collapse.. (altho i live near it but tats not wat i meant)
previously i have known all along that death is a very painful thing.. to the family members, at least.. but knowing.. and feeling is very different.. i dunno y.. but its only now that i feel the pain and the shock (and of cuz its not even like 0.05 of the pain tat the family members are suffering)
and i realise how easy one can be drawn away from Him in times like these.. you'll question why.. and you'll find it difficult to trust Him when your life is turned topsy turvy..
but i juz pray tat when its my turn, i'l be like Job and the catholic family of one of the victims in teh collapse.. when they were in dire straits, instead of turnign away, they still trust God, and they still looked toward him.. and they saw His glory..

anw i fell sick yest..... amidst the exams! =( luckily i doused myself with cooling tea.. ate vit c and some medicine too.. so now i'm recovering...... think shld be bout halfway to full recovery liao.. heh