hmmmm rainne suggested i shld use hair dryer to blow dry my hair..but i dun like to use it cuz its so noisy.. esp now when my workplace is so noisy ald.. i dun want to put my ears at more risk of being deaf.

i suspect i fear the pain of falling alot.. it seems like tats the reason y i hold on to things so tightly, and am so obsessed with making htings right when something goes wrong. and mebbe tats y im' paralysed when i see a path with hurdles that i can't cross.. i guess this translates to an uptight impression to my frens.. hmm i'm talking so abstract again.. actually i'm nt too sure of this observation since its only based a few select examples..

even if its true, however, i realise that when i do fall, i dun feel as bad as i tot i wld.. hmm so its kinda strange tat i'd still fear fallign?? eh.. i guess its human psychology.. heh im juz guessing randomly.

anw i have decided i'm not gonna wait anymore for my hair to dry completely. altho health is more impt (im sure you all have heard of this saying that if you slp with wet hair you'll develop rheumatism in the scalp someday) getting enough slp is more urgent more now. heh.

so nitez everyone (*) --> msn emoticon. shldnt be tat hard to guess wat it is :P