hmmm havent been feeling too well lately.. neither physically nor emotionally..

physical wise, i was actually sick during the cny break. but miraclously, even tho i cldn't resist the temptation to munch on the new year goodies, i recovered by the end of the break. but! 1 week later i fell ill again. wasnt plagued by cough and sorethroat like last time, but now the flu is bad enough. usually i'll recover from my flu on the 2nd day tat i fell sick, but now 2nd day was still jialat. so i went to see a doc (for free!!) and got an MC.. and it was on a friday so effectively i have a longer wkend!!! hahaa...

anw ya i got saw a doc for free yest!! haha czu i went to the heeren branch of gethin-jones medical clinic (which was under ntu's medical scheme) and din get any medicine cuz i still had some supply from the last consultation. haha cheap thrill.. but still..

and as for emotional.. well i've been feeling slightly lonely and sad nowadays. and sometimes when i think back.. but well who cares?? it doesn't matter anw.

its really kinda tiring to try to keep htinking on the positive side al the time. especially when you can't even see a glimmer in the tunnel.

hmmm but i've survived until now.. i guess.. its all cuz of His grace.. yes i believe.. i believe in this: "...it was then that I was carrying you." which is the last line of an inspirational poem written by an unknown author, named "Footprints in the Sand".

Father, i thank You for the wisdom, strength and joy You've given me to get through the bad times, i pray that You'll continue to provide me with what i need. In Jesus's name i pray, amen.