i tot i've envisaged it bad enough. but everytime it juz turns out to be worse.

i really feel like a child.. so inadequate in everything tat i do. i noe im wonderfully and fearfully made, i guess i place too much attention on my flaws.. but they juz seem too many.. too big.. and they juz occur too frequently for me to ignore them.

i'm having a headache now and i dunno how to get rid of it. panadol? does it work this time?