music of the moment: nil

excerpt from email (shall not bore you with yet another account of the very familiar tale of the crumpled and squished and dirtied and etc $20 note):

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE. You are special- Don't EVER forget it.

sighz i guess the secret is out.. i have low selfesteem.. "why? why?? why???"

why is it that sometimes people just happen to have totally different expectations for each other?

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