music of the moment: nil

i juz hate it when things go wrong. i juz hate it when (good) things change. i juz hate it when things dun go according to my expectations. i juz hate it when things dun progress. i juz hate it when i've to pretend nothing's wrong when there IS something wrong.

sorry folks juz let me vent my frustrations k. whoever stops me is crazy and cruel.






i think one reason y i'm so frustrated is cuz i feel guilty about feelign all these, like hello? i'm supposed to be pro-active and positive?? and like i reap wat i sow? but dunno leh if i put in effort and no one else does i'd lose qte a bit of interest also. and like when im' in panic mode i freeze.. so everything becomes worse.

haha i dun think anyone is gg to understand today's entry.. cuz its all messed up.. like how i'm feeling now. heh. oooooooooh its cold.