music of the moment: Day Without Rain by Enya

oh man wat am i doing here so late at 4am in teh morning.
said i wanna go back to slping early, but in the end? weak will power took over

i think i have changed. qte a bit. have been doing a lot of new stuff lately. heh. good or bad? think i'll have to monitor. to control too much, things wont improve. too little, and things may go haywire. arrgh i feel lazy... too lazy to monitor every decision i make. sometimes i juz leave things to circumstances.. sometimes i decide on sthg and hope things work out. no longer the logical and doubtful me. heh.

dun think this entry makes sense. too garbled.

anw happy for a fren. he got attached. initially was really shocked actually. din see it coming at all!!! told me tat things only started to build up (from near scratch!!!) within a few weeks??? sometimes things are juz a bit bu4 ke3 si1 yi4. and tats y, have hope!!! in watever you do, no matter wat happens to you. you never know wat God's plans are. for they're above logic, above men.

brothers and sisters, let us endure! like onesiphorus. and remember the soldier, the athlete and the farmer. for treasure is already there for us, juz tat its kinda hard for us to see it now. heh. and for those who have disowned, come back, for a lost son is always precious, is always treasured.

think i should sleep soon. be happy :)