Friday, March 31, 2006

referring to laser beams, my m462 prof said today, "There will always divergence, it is just whether you can tolerate it."

and it struck me, how full of truth tat sentence was....

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

why am i doing this to myself...??

Monday, March 27, 2006

juz wanna drop a note of appreciation to all those who have egged me on to finish my fyp asap from time to time.. thanks guys, i will. =D

Saturday, March 25, 2006




"The ancients used to convey "love" with a combination of three pictographs.

The overall construction of the word is deeply meaningful when one considers how the pictographs for "breath" and "heart" are positioned above the "friend" pictograph.

Is this because we believe love to be a breath of life to the heart, built on a foundation of friendship?"




~ from www.tigerbeer.de

Friday, March 24, 2006

if i am a material, i guess i wld...

have a very low modulus of elasticiy..

have a very low yield strength..

exhibit a high amount of plastic deformation...

be approaching necking point..

and be prone to strain hardening.

as for my tensile strength.. well.. i really dun wanna noe....ever.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion



ya! tats it! a quiet passion... i like. =)



hmmmm but i htink purple pupils look a bit scary. hehz...
Your Birthdate: January 10

Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations.
You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you.
Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans.
You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot.

Your strength: Your ability to gain respect

Your weakness: Caring too much what others think

Your power color: Orange-red

Your power symbol: Letter X

Your power month: October



aiya i super no confidence one.. heh.. and i dun get bored by mundane tasks.. i'd rather have boring jobs than stressful jobs anytime manz. heh. hmmm and shld i change my name to Xylvia????? hahahhaa............hmmm idea eh..
Your Birthdate: January 10

Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations.
You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you.
Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans.
You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot.

Your strength: Your ability to gain respect

Your weakness: Caring too much what others think

Your power color: Orange-red

Your power symbol: Letter X

Your power month: October



aiya i super no confidence one.. heh.. and i dun get bored by mundane tasks.. i'd rather have boring jobs than stressful jobs anytime manz. heh. hmmm and shld i change my name to Xylvia????? hahahhaa............hmmm idea eh..

Thursday, March 16, 2006

doubts. fears. low confidence. disappointment. asphyxiation. wild tots. fears again.
disillusioned.


pain...in the shoulder and.. somewhere else..
from the blog of a fren of jasmine's:

"Desperate and helpless and longing, I cried.
Patiently, lovingly, my Lord replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate;
And the Master so gently said,
'Child, you must wait.'

'Wait? You said wait?' my indignant reply.
'Lord, I need answers. I need to know why.'
Is Your hand shortened or have You not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming Your Word.

'My future and all to which I can relate.
Hangs in the balance, and You tell me wait.
I'm needing a yes, a go-ahead sign,
Or even a no to which I can resign.

'And Lord, You promised that if we believe
We need but to ask and we shall receive.
And Lord, I've been asking, and this is my cry,
I'm weary of asking, I need a reply.'

Then quietly, softly, I learnt of my fate
As my Master replied once again, 'You must wait.'
So I slumped in my chair defeated and thought,
and grumbled to God, 'so I'm waiting for what?'

He seem then to kneel, and His eyes wept with mine,
And He tenderly said, 'I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun;
I could raise the dead, cause the mountains to run.

'All you seek I could give, and pleased you would be.
You would have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.
You'd not know the depths of My love for each saint;
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.

'You'd not learn to see through the clouds of despair;
You'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there.
You'd not know the joy of resting in Me
When darkness and silence were all you could see.

You'd never experience that fullness of love
As the peace of My Spirit descends like a dove.
You'd know that I give and I save, for a start,
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.

'The glow of My comfort late in the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight,
The depth that's beyond getting just what you asked of an infinite God
Who makes what you have last.

'And you'd never know, should your pain quickly free,
What it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
Yes, your dreams for that loved one overnight may come true,
But oh the loss if I lost what I'm doing in you.

'So be silent, my child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is to get to know Me.
And though often may My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious of all is still, Wait."

Sunday, March 12, 2006

darn. and i told myself i'll get back to my laptop before nightfall.
What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless.


hmmm really??? and i tot i was like an open book.. so boring. and i'm logical and detached meh?? and i always tot pp think i look dao.. haa..