hmmz ok realised i made a spelling mistake in the prev blog.. its "summarise", not "summerise".. hahaha.. i guess its got to do with my icecream trip to cafe cartel yesterday...

hehe cuz there was a "summerise" on the menu.. then i guess teh word sorta got stuck in my head.. haha. n i keep mixing it up with "sunset boulevard". which is my fav icecream flavour in cafe cartel, and possibly in all the icecream shops i've been to.. hmmz yeah a close fight with "nuts about you" in haagan dazs....

yepz yepz "sunset boulevard", my fav icecream, consists of vanilla icecream with kiwi and mandarin orange.. ( i'm a vanilla and fruits person! =D ) so yeah i guess all you chocolate pple wont like this..

and cafe cartel is my fav cafe! decent ambience, great food! havent tried all.. but most of the food and drinks have been delicious! recommendations are of cuz "sunset" for icecream (hmm cant do any recommendations for the choc based icecreams cuz i havent tried any), "blush" for drinks (there're other great thirst-quenching concoctions but i forgot the names), garlic bread for snacks, "in the field" for pasta (cream) and generally all their pan-fried linguine are nice.. for their main courses, i prefer teh ocean variety.....

heez actually i'm sure all of you wont b able to remember all the above recommendations.. so next time you wanna go cafe cartel juz jio me along then i can help you choose..commission v cheap, juz the meal will do.....=P

anw, really glad i came out yest night.. enjoyed the icecream and the quietness.. =)

hmm was listening to some songs a few days back.. brought back alot of memories.. really nice songs btw.. wanted to share some of them but seems like i can only share songs tat are wma... cuz only wma songs can "invoke" the IE windows meda player on your comps. ah well.

WAH i have been away for soooooooooooo long.......... heh hope its still not deserted yet... =p

hmmz i guess reason y i've not been blogging.. is cuz i was kinda depressed.. so kinda lost interest in everything.. including blogging........

dunno y i was depressed too.. i guess its the addition of all the disappointments in my life........disappointed in myself mostly....for those who have been following my blog closely (at least before i started the season of blogging-drought) you'd have suspected it i guess..
and the fact that i was disappointed in myself din really help much.. its like eventually i came to this state where i was sad cuz i was sad... you noe like "sighz, my life is in such a sad state"..its like, i pity myself for having such a sad life.. so.. in a way.. the sadness perpetuates...heh......*hmmz i hope wat i juz typed is understandable*

anw thx for your consolations k...shows tat at least i still have frens who care..... sobz~ *touched, tats y the sob*
@}-',--

anw actually qte alot of interesting things have happened in the past one week.. if not for my depression i guess i'd have qte alot of things to write.

wanted to juz summerise the stuff but think i dun even have time to do tat..

think i muz go home do assigment liao.. which is due 2 days later and which was supposed to be done in the course of 12 weeks.. hahahaa....... =p for those of you in the know, its the m285 assig..

yepz.. dunno when i'll blog again.. hope it will b soon. heh...

erm btw, regarding the "my fav music" link, or any link here tat leads you to the signing into ntu gemsweb, do not be surprised if you get an invalid page on first try. you muz refresh the page.. ya realised i forgot to say.. heh oh well i hope all of you have figured tho.. =p

anw rainne has juz described her workload for these 2 weeks. which is like. really ridiculous. meant for the superhumanbeing. heh. poor gal ah her.. anw shall keep stock here also: next week - 1 assignment (which i havent start and which is supposed to be done in 10 weeks) 1 presentation (which we havent even chosen the topic for). next next week: 1 test. heeeeeeez sounds really relaxing compared to rainne's lehz. i shld feel ashamed of myself.. heh. dunno where my time has gone to also.. yeah but then altho relaxing you'll see me die a slow and terrible death from 22nd April to 7th May.. 7 papers to go k.. *dying*

sighz i still have quiz first thing in teh morn tmr.. and i havent been gg for tat tuts and lec AT ALL!!! dun even have complete set of notes =p but then its my 2nd quiz for this subj ald.... and te first quiz.. think if lucky still can pass.. i hope it will b so for the one tmr too =p

hey pple! orisinal has another new game! go take a look... haaa..

hmm i noticed that there seems to be some prob with the counting of teh pirouettes by enetation.. either tat or someone did a pirouette but it wasn't reflected.. anw juz to make sure, when you all do pirouettes, pls rem to type your nick in the identification field..otherwise the pirouettes window will blank out.. a tip: when it does hang, juz press alt key and the left arrow at teh same time. this is teh shortcut for the "back" button. so conversely the shortcut for the "forward" button is alt+right arrow lohz. heh.

sighz the channel u wkend primetime show "love is beautiful" (more commonly known as wu2 tou2 dong1 gong1) has ended... altho it was really kinda cheesy, not to mention that there were alot of loopholes and parts which were unaccounted for in the script, overall it was really qte engaging.. feel like slapping the evil chuchu everytime she does sthg evil.. (which is actually most of the time) heh..

continuing on the prev post, i actually made a bet with zy tat he'll get attached sooner than me... hehe.. i wonder if i'll eventually get a levi's voucher from him.. =p

anw went to a fren's 21st bday party yest.. it was qte normal.. a chalet.. and ok la not TAT many pple as some bday chalets i noe.. bout 50plus pple? wasnt really tat close to her actually..but i went juz to accompany my fren.. and besides, most of her clique in our class are studying overseas now.. and i guess we are her 2nd closest group of pple in the class..so.. juz go and cheer support her loh..

anw speaking of bday parties.. qte paiseh ah.. din organise any on my birthday.. abit regret actually.. but there were alot of reasons y i din hold la..lazy to type out now.. heh. but still was really happy on tat day la.. its the little little things tat frens do to make me feel special.. like ordering a surprise bday cake for me, complimenting me, and treating me to meals at my fav eateries.. =D yepz.. thx alot dears! @}-',--

heh.. dunno if i'm suffering from pms or wat.. nowadays any little thing will get me feeling pissed/upset/affected. heh. sianz. hope i get over it soonz.

so late ald htink i better koon.. got lessons tmr. plus my pa wants to play internet chess.. sighz him ah.. play play play, spend so much time on the comp then nev do useful stuff when he's not working.. i mean for me at least some of the time i'm on the comp im' doing work lohz. hmm but well i shldnt grumble.. shld be more filial also.. heh. =p

recently a few pple asked me whether i have a bf.. and they act all surprised when i say no. i mean, wat's wrong w me having no bf?? pple dun want me wat can i do right.. heh

anw y muz have bf?? i cant enjoy singlehood mehz. i mean true its nice to have someone to care for and be cared.. but on the other hand i'm really glad to be free of bgr worries actually.. heez. plus i get to have fun! hehe.. and i dun think i shld get a bf juz for teh sake of getting one right.. if tats the case.. i think the point is.. ermm...lost..

anw after those few incidences of pple integorrating me for details of my personal life i have discovered y i'm still single after so long. its cuz the myth is not such a myth after all.. tat all good guys are attached.. either tat or they're not interested in me =(

ah well. who cares. i'm enjoying singlehood~ =p

there's no need for comparison.. you're different doenst mean you're not as good...

click on "cute games"! i love orisinal's newest addition (ferry halim puts the newest games in the top left hand corner)! called starry night, its a cross between "pocketful of stars" and "fishball", 2 of my favs =D
my cousin recommends "these little pigs" to anyone who adores pigs and enjoys the instrumental pc "Canon in D". juz click on the icon with a pig =)

hehe been playing orisinal games since the vacations after 'A's.. had a parttime job as an admin asst in a law firm, and there was once we were sick of all the typing. my fellow temp recommended this to us, so we started playing. feel the site is qte good as all the games are cute and easy..and you wont get sick of visiting the site as there are new games every now and then. the games are brainless, music is soothing and graphics are cute. its perfect for times when you wanna take a break from your work. *hows my sales pitch?? hehehe oh well but i suck at sales so.. heh*

btw, think "orisinal" actually means "original". as in the author was being creative by typing the word such tat it looks as if the tail of the "g" was kept above the bottom edge of the other letters.. hmm kinda hard to say.. if you see the "s" as a mini "g" you'll understand.. heh
oh well but mebbe i'm juz seeing too much stuff into small things.. =p

now in cits lab listening to my current fav song.. its a simple song, but i like it cuz you can feel the gal's deep love for the guy.. think its sooooo romantic... hehe.. heeheez. no special story here.. but this is wat i want next time.. to have someone whom i can love so deeply.... *dreamy look* =p yepz yepz go listen.. nice nice

past few days have been lousy for me.. realised i was in a rut.. studies lagging.. dance lousy.. and i have 0 personal discipline!!!! watever that i can be late for, i'll b late.. lectures, tutorial class, assignments, tests.. you name it, i'll b late for it =( its so bad that i realised i havent been attendign lectures for the past 2 weeks.... and only been attending half of the tuts.. yest was the worst... i even missed econs tut, which i've been attending regularly so far.. (and so suay yesterday she began this system of calling everyone on the attendance sheet to answer qns)

really felt qte lousy about myself.. actually i always feel lousy bout myself.. its either i'm really lousy or i juz have an inferior complex or i look at things too narrowly =(

sigh ok so the truth is out. i'm not such a wonderful gal after all..haha.

sighz i hate midterm.. always such a bz and stressful period...

oh wait i hate exam time too.. haha

i sprained my foot.. not ankle.. foot. was juz walking walking.. then suddenly there was slight pain.. which grew to big pain later in the day.. been 1 week liaoz. think its cuz of the shoes i was wearing.. cuz it doesn't hav any support at the back so i had to grip the shoes with my toes most of the time...its the pair of white with crossed straps at the front.. which has received qte a lot of compliments =p.. gals, moral of the story: its bad to let vanity get teh better of you.. heh..(but i din say dun... cuz i noe this kind of things cant b helped =p)
hmm but fortunately i still can dance. infact when i dance its not painful at all.. only when i walk.. hehe.. its cuz i only feel the pain when my toes are bent up.. and when i dance i do the opp by pting my toes ma (ok at least i attempt to.. heh)..

recently had dinner with a fren.. whom i havent been speaking to for qte some time.. i wonder if its true tat most things, once lost can never be recovered?

anw ya the gal in some certain paper is me.. juz in case you're wondering.. *so paiseh* hehe.. =p

hmm there have been qte a slew of christian movies recently (ok only 2 tat i heard of).. possibly due to the nearing of easter and good friday..
one is directed by mel gibson, called the passion of teh christ, which shows the last 24 (or 12, i forgot) hours before he was crucified, and another is simply titled the gospel of john, which is well, teh gospel of john.. haha.. no additions from other books, no omission of complex details..dun think they're one and teh same altho both claim to be str from the bible.

here are the links:

gospel of john

and

passion of the christ

think i shld go off to clear more of my deadlines liao.. till the next instalment~

hmmz.. havent solved teh backgrd music prob yet.. anyone has any idea how i can upload my music to this page?? i tried setting up a webspace in geocities but either its cuz i havent read the instructions or it juz doesn't work..

anw if you all have noticed, there's this link to my fav music on teh bottom of the right hand side bar.. a pity its only available to ntu students, and even then you all have to do one extra step of typing in your studentlink username and password.. (rem to type "student" as the domain..if there's no field for domain, put "student\" before your username) hehe...... paiseh ah.. i'm trying to improve the situation ald..

anw the reason y i havent been bloggin for the past few days was cuz i was really bz........ really really bz......i mean, 3 deadlines in 2 days?? and not w/out probs cropping up here and there somemore

having been absent for a few days naturally i'd have a lot of htings to write.. but as my work is still not cleared =( i'd feel guilty for spending too much time on this...so hehe..

"Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things. "

music of the moment ~ 'Pachebel: Canon in D'

too busy in the past one day to blog.. too tired now to write much..

some probs with the background music.. trying to solve it..