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Saturday, March 19, 2005
Sunday, March 13, 2005
finally!~!~!~
finally i got into quarter finals, finally i got into semi finals, finally i got into finals, and finally i won!!!!! hahaha...
hehe was at busy with dance competition the whole day today. its teh 3rd SGDF (which is the official body of dancesport in singapore) nationals, which is limited to SGDF members only.
i took part in 2 (not very high standard) categories, namely the NTU closed and tertiary closed (which is actually NTU and ngee ann poly closed), both juz chacha, and guess wat, i (and my partner of cuz) won both of the 2 categories!!
yesh and btw, note teh word finally.. cuz as some of you noe, before this, i havent managed to get into the 2nd round even once.
but actually i'm not taaaaaaat happy over my win.. cuz actually i'm juz joyous that i won ( for 2 categories! hehe), but not cuz i did well. cuz seriously i felt that i did even better the last times, and this time i only won cuz i competed in a category in which the competitors were not as good. also, all my competitors (save for one) have only a few months of dancing experience, so of cuz they cant beat someone with 3 years of experience like me.
but nvm, at least now i have motivation to keep dancing.. cuz now i gotta maintain my position! heh.
oh well. but i wanna contribute my win to Him.. for i know that if not for HIm i wldn't have won. Thank you Father.
its almost 3am liao.. gonna slp. need the rest manz. esp my feet.. heh. danced 6 dances today.. but its worth it.
finally i got into quarter finals, finally i got into semi finals, finally i got into finals, and finally i won!!!!! hahaha...
hehe was at busy with dance competition the whole day today. its teh 3rd SGDF (which is the official body of dancesport in singapore) nationals, which is limited to SGDF members only.
i took part in 2 (not very high standard) categories, namely the NTU closed and tertiary closed (which is actually NTU and ngee ann poly closed), both juz chacha, and guess wat, i (and my partner of cuz) won both of the 2 categories!!
yesh and btw, note teh word finally.. cuz as some of you noe, before this, i havent managed to get into the 2nd round even once.
but actually i'm not taaaaaaat happy over my win.. cuz actually i'm juz joyous that i won ( for 2 categories! hehe), but not cuz i did well. cuz seriously i felt that i did even better the last times, and this time i only won cuz i competed in a category in which the competitors were not as good. also, all my competitors (save for one) have only a few months of dancing experience, so of cuz they cant beat someone with 3 years of experience like me.
but nvm, at least now i have motivation to keep dancing.. cuz now i gotta maintain my position! heh.
oh well. but i wanna contribute my win to Him.. for i know that if not for HIm i wldn't have won. Thank you Father.
its almost 3am liao.. gonna slp. need the rest manz. esp my feet.. heh. danced 6 dances today.. but its worth it.
Friday, March 04, 2005
Some say love
It is a river that drowns the tender reed
Some say love
It is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love
It is a hunger, an endless aching need
I say love
It is a flower, and you its only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
That cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow, lies the seed
And with the sun's love in the spring
Becomes the Rose
It is a river that drowns the tender reed
Some say love
It is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love
It is a hunger, an endless aching need
I say love
It is a flower, and you its only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
That cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow, lies the seed
And with the sun's love in the spring
Becomes the Rose
Sunday, February 27, 2005
i juz came back from my sis's third wedding gown fitting. its at the wedding present, a bridal salon at outram park. in line with the creative capabilities of its owners, the place was elegantly furnished.. with ivory carpeting and soft lighting. i actually took pictures of the place and of cuz, my sis but too bad i dun have any means of uploading stuff from my phone yet.. so cant show you all the pics..
anw apparently her custom made gown is kinda popular with the other brides at the place. cuz they saw her gown on display on teh mannequin and qte alot of them requested to try it on.. looks like my sis has good taste eh
but actually i tot it was qte plain.. oops then im' saying tat i got no taste isnt it. hmm but mebbe its cuz the sparkles were not on it yet. hmm mebbe when i can i'll upload the pics.. then you all can see whether i really have no taste liao.. hahaha..
hmm ya i'm looking forward to the IT fair on 10th march.. haha no i'm not a IT junkie. juz tat i'm looking forward to uploading my pics to the comp via infrared or bluetooth. took qte a few pics actually.. and i realised its not true tat i dun enjoy taking photos. i used to wonder how come everyone in the world is into photography..but now i htink i'm catching the bug too.. haha
but dun think i'll do much about my new found interest la.. cuz it seems like there's a lot of things to learn about photography.. like lighting, focus, usage of gradient filters (no i dunno wats tat).. and almost definitely more stuff tat i dun even noe exists. and not to mention i dunno how to use photoshop, which enhances the enjoyment of taking pics significantly..ya.. dun htink i've got the time or patience to go read up on photoshop or techniques of phototaking.. so i guess my interest will juz remain in taking lousy shots with my lousy resolution camera in my (not so lousy) SE phone.
i dun think my mood swings are permanently gone yet.. i htink its still some time before i get back to really normal.. time heals all wounds, i guess i juz have to wait...
wow its 2 am liao.. have been ages since i last slept so late.. nowadays i sleep latest 1 am. but i wake up at 6 so i'm still not getting enough slp..
hmm and i'm waking up at 8am tmr even tho its a sunday cuz i'm bringing a fren down to teh english service at my church, which starts at 9am. *groan* i usually go to the chinese service which starts at 11am.. which means i can wake up at 10am. but its for a good cause so i dun really mind waking up 2 hours earlier.
guess i really shld be in bed and dreaming liao.. hmmmm i wonder wat i'll dream of later.
oh well. nitez!! sweetest dreams to all of you~
anw apparently her custom made gown is kinda popular with the other brides at the place. cuz they saw her gown on display on teh mannequin and qte alot of them requested to try it on.. looks like my sis has good taste eh
but actually i tot it was qte plain.. oops then im' saying tat i got no taste isnt it. hmm but mebbe its cuz the sparkles were not on it yet. hmm mebbe when i can i'll upload the pics.. then you all can see whether i really have no taste liao.. hahaha..
hmm ya i'm looking forward to the IT fair on 10th march.. haha no i'm not a IT junkie. juz tat i'm looking forward to uploading my pics to the comp via infrared or bluetooth.
took qte a few pics actually.. and i realised its not true tat i dun enjoy taking photos. i used to wonder how come everyone in the world is into photography..but now i htink i'm catching the bug too.. haha
but dun think i'll do much about my new found interest la.. cuz it seems like there's a lot of things to learn about photography.. like lighting, focus, usage of gradient filters (no i dunno wats tat).. and almost definitely more stuff tat i dun even noe exists. and not to mention i dunno how to use photoshop, which enhances the enjoyment of taking pics significantly..ya.. dun htink i've got the time or patience to go read up on photoshop or techniques of phototaking.. so i guess my interest will juz remain in taking lousy shots with my lousy resolution camera in my (not so lousy) SE phone.
i dun think my mood swings are permanently gone yet.. i htink its still some time before i get back to really normal.. time heals all wounds, i guess i juz have to wait...
wow its 2 am liao.. have been ages since i last slept so late.. nowadays i sleep latest 1 am. but i wake up at 6 so i'm still not getting enough slp..
hmm and i'm waking up at 8am tmr even tho its a sunday cuz i'm bringing a fren down to teh english service at my church, which starts at 9am. *groan* i usually go to the chinese service which starts at 11am.. which means i can wake up at 10am. but its for a good cause so i dun really mind waking up 2 hours earlier.
guess i really shld be in bed and dreaming liao.. hmmmm i wonder wat i'll dream of later.
oh well. nitez!! sweetest dreams to all of you~
Thursday, February 24, 2005
oh btw, i have no idea why.. but 24th february is juz such a nice date to me. it juz seems romantic to me.. even more romantic than 14th feb. heh. but i truly have no idea why.. its not a significant date to me so far..the only guess that i can hazard is cuz the combination of 24th and february juz gives a romantic feel to me ba. heh mebbe i'll get married on 24th feb next time.
i feel like i have to brush cobwebs away before i can blog nowadays.. cuz i hardly touch it liao.. heh..
mebbe its not really a good idea for me to blog when i dun feel too good huh. i dun wanna come across as complain queen leh. cuz no one likes complain queens..
anw i told my dance instructor tat i wanna go back into competitive dancing. i think i'm crazy!!!!! how am i gonna manage when my final year starts next sem?????
plus, i fear for my emotional health.. i hope i stay healthy.
heh i'm really regretting this really impulsive rash and on the spot decision liao. besides the health of my studies and emotions, i fear for my financial health too.. cuz i've always wanted to have private coaching which costs about $140 per person per month. lately i feel the need to SAVE SAVE and SAVE so not taaaat keen on private lessons now. but dunno how my progress will be w/out lessons leh. if progress is not good, then i'll be very stressed..
hmm.
i think i'm not helping myself. in fact, i htink i'm being very mean to myself. i need to love myself more.. but how?? i feel like crying. mebbe it'll help htings.. mebbe it wont..like the last few times. i feel so lost. mebbe i shld juz leave it.
mebbe its not really a good idea for me to blog when i dun feel too good huh. i dun wanna come across as complain queen leh. cuz no one likes complain queens..
anw i told my dance instructor tat i wanna go back into competitive dancing. i think i'm crazy!!!!! how am i gonna manage when my final year starts next sem?????
plus, i fear for my emotional health.. i hope i stay healthy.
heh i'm really regretting this really impulsive rash and on the spot decision liao. besides the health of my studies and emotions, i fear for my financial health too.. cuz i've always wanted to have private coaching which costs about $140 per person per month. lately i feel the need to SAVE SAVE and SAVE so not taaaat keen on private lessons now. but dunno how my progress will be w/out lessons leh. if progress is not good, then i'll be very stressed..
hmm.i think i'm not helping myself. in fact, i htink i'm being very mean to myself. i need to love myself more.. but how?? i feel like crying. mebbe it'll help htings.. mebbe it wont..like the last few times. i feel so lost. mebbe i shld juz leave it.
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