Saturday, May 15, 2004

music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

hmmz........ think i'm falling sick.... ate too much choc juz now..

ya finally went to max brenner's.. hmmz ate this french crepe with vanilla icecream and fruits and of cuz choc sauce.. really nice except tat i htink i'm about to kennu flu again... juz when i'm enjoying the honeymoon of being well and healty.. bleah..

anw went to look for jobs today.. din get any except tat at least i have started.. decreases teh inertia of looking..

but still htink i'll b kinda scared when i call companies up.. also dunno y but i'll b really nervous whenever i call companies up.. looks like i'm really not cut out to be a receptionist.. haha

hmz since im' falling sick i htink im' slping soon..
fact tat my gum aches doesn't help (my gums are kinda weird.. they'd hurt every once in a while after the minor surgery -- cut the gum to allow wisdom tooth to grow last dec.. juz before xmas! so cldn't eat teh xmas goodies =|)

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Friday, May 14, 2004

music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

watched troy today...... was a nice show.. altho half teh time i cldn't really catch wat they were saying.. haha. think im' really not an action person.... everytime got war movie i always dunno wat's gg on.. like lotr 2 the 2 towers... it was mostly a battle instalment.. then i'd b kinda lost in the strategies.. heeez..........

yeah.. i was concentrating mostly on teh romance betw archilles and the err.. dunno wats her name.. the cousin.. think its interesting.. if one day your lover kills your cousin becuz your cousin killed his cousin by mistake.. how would your days be like?? i mean of cuz i dun wanna find out.. and oops i let slip of the plot~ =P

hmmz but i think she seems too young for archilles tho.. mebbe shld get an older actress?? heh.. hmmz but i guess tats where her innocence comes in.. so charming.. sighz.. =P its like after i came home from teh movie im still thinking bout her and archilles.. heeeeez.......if only he survived........i think its so romantic lohz.. wat happened at hte end.. (shant let slip anymore.. heh)hmmz.. machiam i watch romance movie like tat. .hahaha.. kk shall stop swooning.. heh

hmmz the day was spoilt at the last part when i was online...somethings.. are juz so weird, so contradictory.. so right, yet so wrong.. =|

hmmz planned to look for part time work tmr..... hope i wont wake too late =P actually i'm qte scared of gg to look for work tmr.. also dunno y.. mebbe i juz hve too much inertia in me..and also i htink i'll bungle things up.. cuz so far in all my life i've only passed one job interview.. and tat interview is by a job agency so they dun really care also.. heh

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Wednesday, May 12, 2004

music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

okz i finally got drunk yest night liao.. was playing indian poker in chalet.. and i keep kenna-ing the smallest card! still rem..its always 2 spades.. heh.. finally tested my limit.. sad to say it was only 2 styrofoam cupful of gin/tonic and whiskey/ginger beer.. heh.. qte embarrassing actually... to be drunk after so little.. but hey i seldom drink k.. i'm a guai1 guai1 nv3.. heh

hmmz interesting experience of being drunk.. din lose my consciousness.. nor my memory.. juz tat i realised my motor skills were impaired.. like my stability was obviously not v good ald..when i turn i'll become soooooooo giddy.. and i realised i cldn't really control my hand motions.. such tat they became qte jerky.. heh..was qte apparant when i was playing bridge..ended up throwing the cards out everytime when i din mean to.. and not to mention my kinda off aiming when throwing my bag to the corner.. heh..

yeah and rxn time is lengthened... now i know why pple blabber when they're drunk..cuz before they can realise wat they're bout to say, restrain themselves from saying wat they'd normally not say, they say out ald.. heh

and my perception of my surroundings is not tat good too.....
like i'm in a mental haze.. heh.. took me qte some time for me to perceive teh presence of other pple at the beach near the bench we were sitting.. the dimness of the lights din really help much la.. heh

but i notice ya.. tat i feel better when i'm walking about.. moving.. rather than juz stationary sitting there.. made me feel like puking more.. which i did la.. but not in a spectacular way.. haha.. not like this person who puked halfway through dancing onto the surrounding club-goers (as ty described).. i juz puked quietly into the sink.. hehe.. right xj?? hehe

hmmz the following morn (ie this morn) we went to sing karaoke.. heh first time tat i sang more than 1 chinese song.. qte cheap actually.. set lunch included in 3hrs plus.. all in all only $66.80 for 6pple.. ok la granted it was wed morn near noon.. haha

hmmz then came back.. after doing a to-do list of wat im' supposed to do htis hols (which includes consulting a zhong1yi1 for my panda eyes) i started to repair my qin2.. my baby.. heh..left it alone for qte a few months liao.. its time i took care of it again.... at least muz touch once in a hwile tat kinda thing..

yepz so i changed teh first and second string.. but havent tuned the first string to the correct pitch.. cuz its really qte... err.. scary.. cuz if you're not careful, the string might juz break anytime and hit me on teh face or wat. then will have cut on face.. my frens kenna this qte a few times.. i also kenna but on my thigh lucky.. (i tune hte qin with the qin across my lap. so its eitehr my face or my thigh.. nothing surprising.. heh)
so you have to coax the string.. ie do it slowly.. so do until now i havent completed the task..haha.. cuz i rusty le.. v long nev tune string so cant tune with much confidence nowadays.. (confidence whether the string will remain intact when you turn the zhou2 each time heh)

anw speaking of my baby.. i've got another baby in dhs..and i so much prefer tat one.. cuz 1. its easier to play 2. it sounds better. 3. it looks prettier 4. the goldplated "frets" will shine if you play it often cuz the friction removes oxidation. (oh well but it costs twice as much as the one at home)
but! the sad thing is its not mine..so i had to return it to dhs and pass it on to my juniors when i graduated.. and i was so sad to see it being neglected by my juniors when i went back for a visit.. can tell cuz the frets dun shine anymore.. and when i played it.. it sounds.. hoarse.... doesn't sound as smooth.. *sniffle*

sighz i miss my baby.. the one in dhs.. i can still rem the id number.. its LQ14.. =(
nvm mebbe i shld juz conc on the one at home.. altho it keeps giving me probs.... strings breaking.. frets falling off.. sighz

hmz actually still got stuff wanna blog.. but... mebbe tmr or wat.. a bit late le..

nitez pple~

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

and.. the weather is really sweltering! was practically sizzling in the hot sun.. not tat i have alot of fats la.. haah..

the weather was juz right a few days ago.. i suspect the weather is a female.. cuz it suffers from pms: mood swings!~!~

and xj ya i do rem the other time i blogged bout the weather... haha
music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

oh wow blogger has a new interface!!!! at least when i blog i get to see a more pretty screen.. haha

hmmz today had a full day.. woke up went acs barker. then later wedding dinner..

went acs barker to see wat robotics is all about.. heez. actually i kinda suakoo.. (Shao: juz wanna spell it this way cannot ah =P)din really noe wat pple do in robotics.. but now i roughly noe la.. haha.. it seems fun leh.. think i'd like doing some simple robotics stuff.. but i see ty do like so sophisticated.. kinda scared off.. haha

heh anw felt so extra there.. cuz i knew nothing bout micromouse so cld only be like a general helper.. heh.. like i helped to put up the maze.. and.. and.. and.. err i think tats all.. hmmz i din even go buy coffee for the guys.. haha..

anw while i was at the robotics lab.. i realised y my acs frens are all a certain kuan4 one.. haha cuz acs really drill it into them..there were really alot of posters on the walls of teh robotics labs.. *wink* oh well there were qte alot of quotes put up on teh walls in my secondary school too.. but they speak of different things.. hmmz i think its worth a tot..worth htinking y my sec sch chose to put up those quotes, and y acs chose to put up those posters... hmmmmmz...........
hehehe (anw i mean no offence to acs guys.. =P)

then later i went to wedding dinner.. hmmz nothign much (as usual i dun really noe the bride/bridegroom, went there juz cuz i havent been to a wedding dinner for a long time.. heh) except tat i realised that the relatives there who are the same batch as me.... they're mostly married with kids =| felt kinda weird to realise tat its gonna happen to me in juz a few years time too.. heh.......

hmmz.. i MUZ go see a zhong1yi1 for my panda eyes... =P

Monday, May 10, 2004

music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

think i'm crazy...... only slept dunno how many hours last night.. and i'm still not slping now??? shld think for my panda eyes if not for my health right...... heh.

crazy gal.
music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

heh its time i changed teh music..
getting kinda stale??
but backgrd still the same cuz havent found a new instru pc.. always prefer instru pc for background..

hmmz TY has given me idea how to remove the login. but dunno when i can get to do it.. heh.. and actually its qte troublesome actually... heh

Sunday, May 09, 2004

music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

okz ezams are over....................now its the hols! suddenly its not even at my doorstep.. its inside my house! so sudden!

so sudden tat i developed post-exam blues on friday.. came home so sad on friday! haha ok la wasnt really all bout end of exams..but really la also cuz like.. i suddenly lost focus??? like there's nothing major for me to do anymore??? and now tat i'm suddenly so free i forgot wat i wanna do liao.. the things which i told myself i'm gonna do during hols in my daydreaming sessions juz less than 3 days ago

yest was my good fren's 21st bday celebration.. went to her house, juz a simple celebration.. but her mum baked teh entire 60x50cm (estimation)birthday cake! her mum's really great at cookign this kind of thing.. the cake really looked pro loh.. if my fren din tell me i'd nev have guessed her mum baked it.. the cake was really special too.. had 2 layers.. top half was white.. bottom was chocolate..and nutella cream on top and inbetw.. and she used this metallic-looking pink sugar balls to decorate teh cake.. nice loh!

then went to zouk.. was my first time there yesterday night..heez.. suakoo hor? =p hmmz was trying kinda hard to move my body as naturally as the other pple but juz cldn't really do it loh.. fren said it was cuz i wasn't high enough.. she said muz drink more.. heh.. i think like tat then i gonna b broke liao.. i find it qte hard to get tipsy leh =p

then stayed overnight at her place......hmmz actually all in all we din really do anything exciting..juz played some bridge.. chatted.. teased each other.. reminscence... we're kinda boring pple..heh.. but.. we still enjoyed ourselves.. guess as usual its not teh things we do.. but the company tat counts =)

anw this morn at my fren's place i lost my contact lens! and the hting is.. how i lost it was really qte weird..
its like i cldn't find it anywhere loh.. i unscrewed my lens case juz to find an empty well. i mean not as i took it out, dropped it and cldn't find it.. it wasnt' in teh lens case in the first place.. and i distinctly rem putting it inside the night before loh! (wasn't drunk at all so i shld noe) sighz. then i felt like half a bat the whole day today........cuz i only lost the right side lens..

and actually wat i mind is not the lack of comfort... its tat one lens gonna cost me $150!!!!!! and i only juz wore it for bout a year.. my prev one lasted me for 3plus years k........sighz. not as if i'm not poor enough ald...

hmmz now listening to my fren's composition.. sung by his fren.. really nice.. kinda proud tat i have so many frens who're so talented =)

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

i guess.. we all have an inner child in us.....??????? hehehe...........
music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

hmm today was econs.. 2nd time taking the paper.. heh.. anw i woke up at 430am to study for it today! but it was a wrong choice.. cuz i realised waking up at such an unearthly time robbed me of my thinking abilities =| so went back to slp after bout an hour of studying but din fully regain my thinking abilities after i woke up.. hence made a lot of careless mistakes in the exam.. =| so now i realised tat if ever i wanna sacrifice my slp i shld sacrifice teh early portion.. and not the later part.. cuz things werent so bad when i slept late instead of waking up super early.. hmmz..
plus it was a bit difficult (the temporary brain handicap din help much), tried to complete the paper but still lost qte a few marks.. hmmz but i shld be able to pass it.. oh well its my 2nd time taking the paper so it doen'st matter whether i get A or D.. (only the grades for the first attempts are taken into account for the calculation for honours)


now to go on studying for my mechanics of machines and life sciences..

oh wow its juz 2 more days to the hols~ =)

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

hmmz 3 more papers to go.....all crammed within 3 days...... its kinda intensive for a last min gal like me.. hmmz actually i dun really mind ending late.. cuz i noe if i end earlier means i'd get less days to study in between papers.. and as easily inferred, i really need those breaks to study.. heh. and i think 5 papers in a row is juz too tiring for me!

arrgh tmr morn (yepz cuz its not 12 yet.. heh) is my econs paper but i've only studied till halfway (nah blogging doesn't take much time =P)

k gtg study/think of strategies to pass the paper tmr morn. =p

to all whose papers have not yet ended: keep on striving!

Sunday, May 02, 2004

music of the moment: A Day Without Rain

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