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hmm still cant comment.. y?? emailed enetation bout this prob 2 days ago.. still no reply from them.. another lousy site???




...i'm hungry...

boys and gals, dun drink milk when you're having gastric.. surprising advice.. but it came from a doc so it shld be accurate..

we all noe milk is a weak alkali, my guess is tat due to buffering effects, it will produce acid instead. so its a nono during gastric ya?? together with coffee, tea.. forgot wat else..

anw i'm not having gastric.. im not the one who was given this advice.. so no worries. heh.. (well ok i'm making assumptions =|) anw qte proud of the fact tat i've never once gotten gastric even though i've skipped umpteen meals.. =p

the reason y i'm doing so many tests, obviously, is cuz there's a prob with this blog. realised that if i change the timing to reflect singapore time, most prob the post's not gonna be published. at least, its not gonna b published soon. i mean i only saw the 2 blogs tat i did yest night the 2nd time tat i logged in today??? lousy site.


ok wat im gonna say is gg to be qte sensitive. here goes.

today teh holy spirit spoke to me.

hallelujah, i finally am not so blind to His presence.. it occurred htis morning the instant when i woke up. i heard "you've got to read the bible" immediately i realised tat i've hit the lowest point in my spiritual life nowadays. and tat i need to do sthg about it.. ya.. so tats wat i did.. after some more self-persuasion i managed to crawl out of bed to get the bible.. and this qt material i got from church last sunday..

so. the passage i read was bout jesus working on sabbath..to sum it up, the lessons were (good opp for me to revise, heh)
1) we muz leave aside a day to worship Him, to dwell in the Lord, whether it be sunday or saturday.. juz any day.. so for pple workign shifts, its possible to observe the commandment too.. heh
2) to help the poor/sick on sabbath, and not to treat it as a day juz for us to rest.. for the jesus is the Lord of teh sabbath, not us
3) we musn't 墨守成规.. (in case this doens't turn out, its mo4 shou3 cheng2 gui1, heh).. like we musn't do things juz cuz we muz, but rather shld always be mindful of why we do things.. like in this passage, jesus healed the sick on sabbath day even though traditional jewish customs forbid anyone to work on sabbath. this is cuz the purpose of sabbath is to let us set aside a day to rest in the Lord (refer to pt 1), and not to forbid us from working.. besides, as christians, one of the impt things we muz do is to heal the sick, help the poor.. ie love others (incl sick/poor) like we how we shld love jesus.." 'Then the King will say to those on his right, 'Come, you who are blessed by my Father, take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. For i was hungry and you gave me somethign to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me somethign t drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you come to visit me'" -- Matt 25: 34-36

yepz.. tats bout it.. hmm hope i will have discipline to read the qte material again tmr.. this material is for the last 40 days before erm, good friday.. or easter not v sure =p was supposed to have one meal fast too..and donate the saved money to charity.. but.. erm.. shall see la huh..

was lying in bed when my mind wandered... (i always do the most htinking str after i wake up and still on my bed.. tats y i always 赖床.. hmm this one can guess i suppose?? heh).. then i tot bout some stuff.. then i realised, y shld i follow others? its best to be natural, to be me.. there's no point in deliberately following others..

anw... while i was lying on the bed.. i also tot about this blog.. realised tat alot of tots may go through our heads each day, but its only wat you're thinkign about when you're writing the blog tat gets recorded.. plus.. you may not wanna tell the whole world bout certain stuff too..... so.. wat gets blogged is actually not alot of htings.. hmm kinda wonder how this space will turn out in time to come.. will it b dead, empty, full of routine things.. or wat???

hehe.. its like close to 4am in the mornign.. im' juz writing gibberish.. heh..

btw.. think im gone case liao.. htis past week i've been slping at avg 5am..waking up at avg 4pm.. (got out of the bed at 6pm yest) hope i can turn back my bio clock when sch starts... otherwise i'll b missing lects again!~!~! the fact tat i din manage to catch up with my studies this past week din help lohz.. =|

hmm testing un, deux, trois.. quate, cinq, six aussi

test test test test test

the blog i did juz now isnt here.. izzit juz cuz the publishing is a bit slow??
pourquoi??? hope its not lost.. alors, mais ce n'est interresant pas. *shrugz*

hmm gotta go polish my french.. its getting rusty.. very rusty.. c'est dommage!~

wowz i have finally managed to change the "comments". hmm well for anyone-who's-reading-this's info, pirouettes means a series of quick and short spins in ballet jargon. hehe, pls dun be mistaken that i know ballet..(although tats wat i always wished for when i was a child) juz tat i came across this before ya?? i'm not so talented..

hmm qte tired after half a day of sending emails (yet again, i have been sending lots of emails each day for the past few days). heh, came online to settle my resume stuff and submit them, but ended up 6 emails, 4 of which i spent qte some time typing. so now, after being online for close to 6hours, i still havent touched my resume. i wonder y i'm so slow.. =|

i feel really busy nowadays..bz with the 2nd internal comp tat dsa's organising, taking care of pple's eca points, doing resume, and of cuz i've still got some catchign up to do in the acad area.. sighz.
it seems easy, juz 4 things to do, but each one of them takes up qte alot of effort and time k.. for the internal comp, i'm poking my nose into half of the work. (only 1 email tat i sent today was not for htis internal comp) partly cuz i juz want to, and partly cuz someone's not very good at doing his job, so i'm helping to do his on top of mine..................for the eca points, pple keep mailing to me saying tat they dun have points..(part of the many emails i sent these few days were to reply to them) but think fortunately the bulk of the problem pple shld be addressed by now.. and for the resume, its actually my comm skills proj.. spent alot of time in the preparation kz.. not to mention i've got to compile all the editing tat my groupmates have done.. and plus actually i had to do an application letter as well, but fortunately one of my groupmate got it covered for me. phew! but still i gotta do a memo.. not easy, i gotta use the right tone and language etc.. hope i dun spend too much time on it.. and finally of cuz i've also gotta catch up on my work, which i havent started at all! due to the above 3 things.. arrgh~ htink i've got a priority prob somewhere.......

sighz think i better get back to do my stuff ald.. =| think i'm gonna die when sch reopens........... SighZ~

this is sooooooo irritating

i juz spent dunno how many hours tryign to change the word "comment" into sthg more interesting

well i hope after i type this, after i click the publish button the stoopit correct word will appear.. instead of juz "comments". sigh.

sigh sigh sigh i still have so much work to do. tot i had cleared my work then suddenly my fren tells me no, you still have this and that. and the this and that will take qte some time i htink. as if i have so much time in the world, as if i dun hafta catch up on my studies.

oh well actually i shld't grumble.. i mean, i wasted so much time on this stoopit blog and i still complain i dun have enough time?? get real syl.

mebbe i shld juz relak, slp earlier tonight huh.. give my poor bod a rest. tmr pia again.. but that means i'll have EVEN lesser time to TRY to catch up on my work (TRY cuz i noe i sure wont b able to do it ald..)

really htink i'm hopeless but hmm someone juz gave me motivation.. to never give up.. so ya thx X! =)

surprising test results.. tot i'd be earth instead.. hmm


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wow i have just spent 2 hours fiddling with the template of this blog. was supposed to be rushing my resume, but well, distractions just got the better of me you can say.

anw, qte proud of myself =) managed to change some parts of the template. ok, its juz a teeny weeny bit but considering that i noe nothing of the programming language that the author used in coming up with teh template, i'm ald qte good ald k. heez. i even managed to figure out how to put my email as a link.. cool eh?? hehe.

hmm i look forward to changing the music, and/or the picture. have tot of a way to do it, but would take qte some time.. so shall do it next time when im freer. =)

sigh htink tonight is another night where i'm gonna stay till 6.. but tonight is different cuz i'm ald qte tired.. whereas previously i'd still b raring to go at 5am.. but i've no choice, hafta do my resume.. its a overdue until cannot be overdue liao, have smsed my frens that i'll b late for 2 times?? qte ashamed of myself actually. cuz it juz shows how lacking i am in personal discipline. double sigh.

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okz. this blogging website is really qte confusing..

anw my performance was juz over on friday, really grateful for all who came to support me.. really glad they enjoyed the show, was afraid they wldnt.. cuz actually i tot it was really lousily done.. can tell from teh program booklet, there were so many typos and inconsistencies! and they could have at least made sure all the words could be seen..

and really glad dsa managed to pull through the perf despite the many probs tat plagued us.. we were really dis-united, and no one had enough initiative to come out and lead us. plus we also din noe to to do alot of steps.. we only started synchronising and figuring out how to do the steps together 2 weeks before teh concert loh.. although in teh end the perf was still not perfect, but i think to be able to synchronise most of the steps is ald good enough.. cuz after all dancesport is a couple dance in which each couple has their own style, not a mass dance in which everyone is so used to synchronisation.

hmm then on sat i slept till 4pm.. y?? cuz i slept at 6am the night before! (even though my performance was juz over???)someone insisted on resolving issues with me, and i cldn't juz walk out juz like tat right?? it wld seem like i'm avoiding the issue and thus admitting that i'm wrong?? ya.. so i spent the night resolving issues with him.. it was only then tat i realised that all the while he was bothered by our strained frenship.. and tat he was putting in a lot of efforts in trying to salvage it.. anw so ya the conclusion was tat i had no trust in him.. watever he says or do, i'll doubt his sincerity.. and throw back all sorts of denial, questions and doubts at him.. thus our very frequent quarrels over the net. which i realised to be true.. and which i realised stems from 1. our different attitudes to life 2. our different levels of tolerance to words.. err kinda hard to explain but i'm in a rush to finish the blog so cna't really spend time to think how to explain. heh

ya so on monday and tues i spent hte whole 2 days clearing eca backlog..i had eca points to take care of, plus remind everyone to start work for the 2nd dsa internal competitions. plus preparation for handover. oh ya and send email to sao to report some good news. actually it sounds qte little stuff to do hor.. i also dunno y i took so long leh..

so. on tues night (which is yest night) after i completed most of my online work i logged in to msn.. then we started talking.. at first was juz work stuff.. then later we started talkign bout the prob.. then we started argueing again.. arrgh.. but this time i was smarter.. kept my cool, and hehe now its only him who got 激动. hey i also can write chinese words here eh..hehe cool. anw yada yada, we managed to end off v nicely..we managed to clarify qte alot of things which happened in the past, but after this i realised that actually there're still much more things to clear.. it was becuz we kept guessing and assuming wat the other party tot, and jumping to the wrong conclusion, tat was y things turned sour.. anw this time we talked till 6am again.. but at least this time we cleared more stuff, and for more of the conv we were talking amiably, objectively. =)

aiyoz v late liao i muz go dance pract.. arrgh i havent started on my resume!!! and its due tmr.. i wonder how long i'll take to finish it..

hmm this blog sounds really detailed hor.. i think i'll b tryign fine tune my blogging style..

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